Only angel

Chapter 10 - past pain

You love when I fall apart (fall apart)
So you can put me together
And throw me against the wall

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Hey besties!

Just a warning this chapter might contain some disturbing topics.

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I peeled my head off Scott's chest as i gained consciousness once more and my brain instantly throbbed. I let out a audible hiss because i was in so much pain.

He told me these tablets would work when he first tried them out on me. That was three months ago. All they are doing is making me tired and sick all the time.

This is the third batch of pills that Scott has put me on. He says its all for my career. I trust him with everything, why wouldn't i, marriage is a bond and trust comes under that.

"Oh! You're awake. Finally bailey, you've been laying on me for what feels like days." I can hear Scott rumble from above me. He lets out a dry laugh and quickly pushes me too the side of his body and onto a pillow so he can get up and get dressed.

My head feels like its being sliced with a saw over and over. I cant even keep my eyes open for long periods of time anymore because if i do i will start crying from the pain.

"Baby, i dont think these pills are working. My head hurts a little" i tell him, trying to sound as sweet as possible because i know he would snap at me if not. He wasn't really a morning person.

"Of course they are. You are looking slimmer each day! You can handle being slightly uncomfortable cant you hunny?" He asks as i force my eyes open to see him in a suit rolling up his sleeves and then going to put on a navy blazer to match his dress pants.

He wears a fake smile and reaches out to brush my hair over my head but as soon as his hand connects i feel a powerful spike of agony radiating from where his hand was and i flinch away.

"Please. Scott please. I ca- i cant its hurting. Its hurting alot." I suddenly feel tears starting to flood my cheeks and pool into the pillow. I try and scrunch my eyes up to stop the flowing from them but my head causes me too much grief when i do.

"Are you fucking crying bailey. Really! Right now? What kind of stress are you trying to put me under?" Scott suddenly snaps at me and i curl away in retaliation. I hate it when he gets angry. I didn't want to cause him any stress i know hes got alot to do at the moment.

"Im sorry. I didn't mean to. I was just, i was- it doesn't matter sorry." I rushed out so he could stop shouting at me. I felt very vulnerable right now. Like i could just crumble at any moment, and i have no one to talk to its just me scott and bruno. I should probably stop trying to talk to bruno like hes a human, he's probably sick of me too.

"You should be. Dont ever act like that again. You know im doing whats best for you hunny," he walks over to the dresser and uses the cufflinks there to put onto his shirt. He must've forgotten to do that before pulling on his blazer. "Okay well i have to go to work. You have a job tonight though so its best you get rest and then call michael once your awake,okay?" He adds and completely changes his demeanour into sweet and loving again.

"Okay ill try to." I reply still lying down with my eyes closed. Its starting to hurt my head when i talk and all i want to do is go back to sleep and stay there. Ive never been in so much pain.