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Nikki's POV

It was following day and Zayden is actually downstairs, he was even down here before me.

Yeah. I know. I almost fucking collapsed when I saw him in the kitchen this morning, if it wasn't for the doorway I would have fell flat on my face.

Tommy came down 5 minutes later as he'd been moaning to Vince, seems as Vinnie had taken Tommy's toothbrush and electric razor in revenge for a prank Tom pulled on him yesterday by removing the towels from the bathroom while he was showering.

Tommy literally cheered when he saw Zay sat down with me on the couch saying how it might start raining cats and dogs or a pig might fly past the window seems as it was such a rare occurrence seeing the man voluntarily leave his bedroom, Zayden threw a magazine off the coffee table at the drummer before laughing.

"Shut up, it isn't rare... it's just unlikely"

"That's practically the same thing" Tommy laughed.

"No, it isn't" Zayden insists but I then back Tommy up.

"Sorry to break it to you but it kinda is"

"I'm only agreeing because it's two against one but know deep down I'm cursing you out right now"

I shrugged "That's fine... inform us on something if you don't mind... have you managed to find a girl who you want to stick around longer than a night?"

The man looked at me then at Tommy then finally back to me "Nope, I don't want a girlfriend- too much to remember, relationships are kinda pointless"

"We're trying not to be offended" Tom joked now standing right next to me.

"Let me rephrase that... they're pointless to me"

I completely understood my sons point but also a part of me wanted to protest against it- I used to think the same thing when I was a teenager because I'd never seen a healthy relationship before, my mom never had a stable one in the time I was with her, they were all here today gone tomorrow, none of them were what you'd look for in a relationship at all but my entire outlook on love was changed once I found Tommy.

Even if Zay doesn't have children I want him to atleast have a girlfriend or a wife, neither of us would force him into anything though, I just worry that he'll get lonely. That's my motherly instincts kicking in again.

"Y'know... I used to think that, I never saw the point of loving someone else because I'd never seen it or been shown it before... but then I met that asshole" I said pointing to Tommy who was smirking like there was no tomorrow "And I remember thinking 'Why didn't I look for this sooner?', relationships aren't pointless when you find the person who gives them a purpose... that's what I found in your father, so don't think it's pointless because I'm telling you from experience, it really isn't- it's the best fucking feeling in the world"

Damn, that was pretty deep... Tommy was staring at me with one of the most loving stares I've ever seen and Zayden looked partly surprised and partly in awe of what I'd just said aloud.

"Dad.. sometimes I forget just how sappy you are"

"S'not a bad thing though"