❝ It will always be you ❞
❦ Dangerous Sequel
❦ Gang AU
❦ Soulmate AU
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"What does he think he is doing with Chunhei?" I hear a voice say angerly. My eyes still closed because of how tired my body still feels. "That's why he wasn't in his bed" I hear another voice say.
I feel my body being shaken and that is when I open my eyes. "Can't a girl get some sleep peacefully" I say as I try to sit up but I am stuck in someone's embrace. "Why is it so loud in my room" I hear behind me and that's when last night came flooding back.
"That's because it isn't your room" the same voice from earlier says which I can now confirm as Jisung. I look behind me and see Renjun open his eyes and see me in his arms. We both pull away from each other.
"Well that is definitely one way to wake up in the morning" He says as he smiles at the boys. "What the hell were you doing CUDDLING WITH MY SOULMATE?" Jisung says, his voice filled with anger.
Why so angry man?
Because one of my closest friends was cuddling with my soulmate.
Bitch you are engaged and your telling us off?
He isn't your soulmate though I AM
YOU ARE GETTING MARRIED
BUT I STILL HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU
"What did you just say?" I ask looking down at the floor scared to look at him in the eyes. Everyone is now silent.
Instead of answering me like a real man he walks out of the room. By now Shownu and MX were standing at the door. "We have to discuss where we go from here" Taeyong says and they all walk out.
"I'm sorry for getting you in trouble, Chunhei" Renjun says as he walks out of the room. MX walks in and just stands in front of me.
"I thought I made it clear no rekindling feelings" Shownu says in a intimidating voice. "I'm not trust me Jisung is getting married" I say still looking down now scared to meet eyes with Shownu.
"I meant any kind of feelings towards anyone" He says as he grabs the rolly chair and sit on it. "I don't like Renjun like that" I say finally looking up.
"Chunhei don't make us send you back to Canada while we work this mission" Minhyuk says looking at me. "I just want to feel some sort of happiness" I say my voice cracking a bit.
"Chunhei I know trust me but this kind of work is dangerous if you have a weakness" Shownu says getting up and sitting down next to me. He puts his arm around my shoulders.
"I know but I had to watch my family slowly forget about me and now they only use me for money" I start off saying my voice cracking towards the end.
"and my soulmate is gonna marry someone else" I say finally breaking down. I have held everything in for 3 years. "Come on lets go down stairs so we can discuss with NCT" IM says and they walk out first.
I wipe my tears and take a deep breath. I walk downstairs and see everyone looking at me. This reminds me of the lunch room back in high school when I first sat with Dream. The only seat is next to fucking Renjun.
I look at MX and they all nod. I go and sit next to Renjun and to say I am nervous is an understatement. "What do we do from here?" Taeyong says making some people look at him but I keep my eyes on the table.
"We need a way to meet Mr. Lee" I say still looking at the table. "I mean with Renjun, Jisung, and you" Taaeyong corrects me. I look up at Renjun and then Jisung.
"Nothing is going on between Renjun and I" I start off saying quickly looking at Shownu. "Last night I asked Renjun to have a late night conversation because I couldn't sleep" I say truthfully not wanting Renjun to get in trouble because of me.
"I don't know how we got into a cuddling position but it happened and there's nothing we can do about it now" I say looking at Taeyong. He just nods while looking at Renjun.
"What about Jisung?" Taeyong asks once again. "Jisung is getting married to Heeyoung and we haven't even had a proper conversation while I have been here" I say like a programmed robot.
"Do you still have feelings for Jisung?" Chenle ask out of the blue. "That is private information that I don't feel comfortable sharing" I say glancing at Shownu. I see him shake his head in an almost disappointed manner.
"No I don't if you must know" I say quickly after I saw Shownu. MX has become somewhat like older brothers and I would hate to disappoint them.
"That's a lie" Jisung says which makes me shake my head. "It has been 3 years since we last talked and a lot has changed" I say looking at Jisung now.
"Then why haven't you moved on?" Jisung ask his eyes burning into mine. "With this kind of work you shouldn't have any weaknesses" I say quoting what Shownu always told me.
"How did you move on so easily?" I say looking back down towards the table. Everyone has been silent hoping that this conversation would end soon.
"You broke me did you know that? I couldn't eat or sleep hell I felt like I couldn't breath for so long" He says which makes my heart break.
"You left me, and Heeyoung was the only one there that remotely understood" Jisung says which makes my heart break even more. "Every thought you thought off I heard and by the look of it you didn't miss me one bit" He says starting to raise his voice.
"You were fine while I was hurting inside and out" He says yelling now. "How could you be fine after leaving me?" He says and I don't answer scared that I will explode with anger.
"ANSWER ME" He says standing now throwing something above my head. That made all of MX stand up on their feet. Even though they can be assholes sometimes they are still very protective of me.
"I WASN'T" I scream standing up now. "I FELT LIKE APART OF ME DIED WHEN I GOT ON THE PRIVATE PLANE TO CANADA" I scream tears are now threatening to spill out of eyes.
By now everyone has gone completely silent. Not wanting to intrude. "You might've heard the thoughts but I felt them okay? Every time you cried or got angry I FELT THEM! I BLAMED MYSELF FOR SO LONG THAT" I say pausing not wanting to make myself even more venerable. "I don't know how our connection grew so much that I started feeling your emotions" I say calming myself a bit but tears still wanting to leave my eyes.
"That what?" Renjun says beside me. "Tell them Chunhei" IM says making me look at him then Shownu. Shownu nods almost as if he understands everything that I am feeling.
"Tell us what?" Taeyong says looking from MX to me. "That I ran out into busy traffic" I say quietly looking at Jisung. "What?" Jisung says now calm.
"After I left for Canada nothing was ever the same. I lost everything my family, friends, and my soulmate" I say tears now falling down my cheeks. "and I comeback and nothing like it was" I say my voice crack a lot now.
"My family only calls me when they need money and you.. well you are getting married in a month" I say as my phone rings. My eyes are taken off Jisung as I pull out my phone from my pocket.
"Miss the man is back and asking for more product" The man says as I answer the phone.
