Part 1

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Y/n's POV:

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Mya: ughhh STFU! I slapped my hand on top of my alarm clock.
Y/m: honey are you awake yet! She yelled from downstairs
Mya: yes mom, I said with a soft voice.
Y/m: ok baby, come eat breakfast
Mya: coming!

I never act depressed in front of my mom. I mean it's not as bad any more but I do get happy one every blue moon. I was really good at hiding it in front of people. Sometimes I let my emotions get the best of me and burst out crying. I mean I really miss Mattia and my mom knows that, I'm pretty sure she'll understand what I'm going through but I can never tell her. Plus she'll find out I'm cutting myself. Pfft, fuck no. So I just happy and the best daughter I can be.

I walk downstairs to see my mom eating eggs, bacon, and avocado toast 😌

Y/m: oh, your food's in the kitchen
Mya: ok thank you mami

After I ate I picked out what to wear

Outfit:↘️

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Jacket:↗️

Hey I might be depressed, but I still gotta look like a bad bitch 😙

I drive to school in my Tesla Model X...tehe

I walk into the school looking like the quiet teen I am. I stop at my locker which was right next to Alejandro's. It was always awkward when we were at our lockers at the same time though....

Kairi: um hi guys

I try to walk away quickly but Kairi grabs me by my arm. It hurt when he did because of the cutting I've done on my arms.

Mya: ow
Kairi: oh shit sorry, I just really need to talk to you guys... pls
Ale: ok what do you need
Kairi: well...
Mya: cmon say it
Kairi: um.....
Ale: I'm done
Kairi: Mattia's moving back

I completely frozen knowing that my best friend for years is finally moving back

Mya: w-what, pls tell me I heard that right
Kairi: yep, he's moving back 😁
Mya: how are you so calm about it
Kairi: no...I'm....not.... I'm like crying on the inside😣

I gave him a hug, Alejandro joined

Ale: I can't believe it...
Mya: me neither
Kairi: well I can... my mom told me 😁

I giggled

Ale: wow, I never realized how much I've missed those. Still the same after all these years.
Mya: yeah, I haven't done them in a while

In a while I mean 3 fucking years 🙄

Kairi: well we might have a get together later on after school so.... I'll maybe see you guys later?
Mya:Will do, I smiled
Ale: ok, bye guys
Mya: bye 👋
Kairi: byeee

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After school*

I walked into the house, dropping my backpack going straight to my mom afterwards.

Mya: why didn't you tell me...? I said in a confused voice
Y/m: tell you what?
Mya: that Mattia was moving back
Y/m: well I planed on telling you after school so you would have to worry about it and get you mind off of track
Mya: oh, ok I understand now. Well Kairi said something about a get together or something
Y/m: yeah, their all coming over here to have a dinner and talk about what happened when they lived in Florida
Mya: oh ok, sounds good to me 👍

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