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One of the benefits of showing up at the hospital early in the morning is give you something to bring down the agonizing pain your in.

Nurse: take this with a full cup of water
Mya: is this Vicodin?
Nurse: yes
Mya: 5 mg?
Nurse: yes?
Mya: uhh... I got my wisdom teeth pulled last month and they gave me Vicodin, it really wasn't good for my stomach
Nurse: oh ok
Mya: I think I'll just go with plain Tylenol
Nurse: you sure?
Mya: yep
Nurse: badder aches are very painful
Mya: I'm sure or... you can just give me something yk ;)
Nurse: haha funny, ok. Let me check with the doctor.
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Doctor: according to the paperwork that your mother filled out it appears that you have some pretty Extreme substance of use of issues. So I think your right. We should just stick with Tylenol.
I smiled
Mya: can I still get my shit
Doctor: ?
Mya:yk
Doctor: oh, no.
I chuckled
Mya: ok. If I ever come back here with cancer I wouldn't want you to be my doctor
He laughed
Doctor: ok
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They put me on Cipro which is an anabiotic that they give to people who are exposed to anthrax. They started me on Lexapro and me at the hospital for 3 days. It was actually really nice. If I could spend my whole life in one, I would. Only because when your in hospitals you have zero responsibilities. 
Then at night time I imagine all the little beeping sounds to be birds chirping and the vent to be a nice, warm breeze. But the best part was when all my friends came to visit.

Kai: I'm so hungry
Mya: it's a hospital
Kai: huh?
Mya: everything's free
Kai: oh yeahhh. Ima go get some jello

M: so how have you been?
Mya: great actually
M: ok. When are you getting detached?
Mya: tomorrow
M: cool cool.
I laughed at him
M: what
Mya: your being awkward
M: ik I'm sorry. It just feels wrong for what I did.
Mya: what'd you do?
M: yk everything
Mya: oh yeah.. good times
M: ?
Mya: I'm being sarcastic, dummy
M: oh.
Mya: plus I really don't wanna talk about it.
I continued to eat the jello that the nurse had brought for me.
M: I do.
Mya: mhm cool. Now hush.
M: you know I love you right
Mya: keep talking
M: I-
I slapped him
Mya: no
M: wha- well I do love you
Mya: yeah right.
M: I'll show you
Mya: how-
He kissed me, it felt different though. It felt more idk powerful. It wasn't like any other time we would kiss. Whatever it's probably just my stomach growling.
He pulled away and just stared at me with worried eyes.
I laughed at him bc he just looked stupid
M: what
That made me laugh even harder. It's honestly the laughing gas.
M: oh yeah ur on laughing gas 😑
Mya: oh I love you. I laughed
Then I realized what I just said
M: wait what
Mya: hmm? Idk
M: no you said something
Mya: nahhh
M: you said you love meeeee
Mya: whaaaaa nooo
Kai: sheesh, this shit bussin bu- oh hey
Mya: hi?
Kai: what'd I miss