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Part 22

I woke up. It was 12: 37 a.m.

For some reason I was really hungry. I put on Mattia's shirt and stood up... but fell straight to the ground. It made a huge thump so I knew that the boys were gonna wake up.

Mya: shit..

Alejandro and Kairi come into the room. Mattia woke up.

Kai: uh- what happened
Mya: idk. My legs feel like rubber. I said poking at my legs
A small smirk appeared on Mattia's face
Ale: Oop- welcome to the life of being... un-virgined?
M: that's not even a word...
Ale: well not being a virgin
Mya: so your telling me every time I have sex I'm going to feel like this?
Ale: it depends on who you fuck. For example if you fuck Kairi you'll feel nothing. But compared to Mattia you'll feel like that.
Kai: well that was rude...
Ale: Am I wrong tho?
Kai: ...
Ale: exactly
Mia: well can you just help me. I'm hungry.
Ale: here

Ale put me over his shoulder and walking downstairs

Mia: don't drop me pls.
Ale: I won't.

Kai: how was it
Mya: hm?
Kai: Mattia
Mya: what about him
Kai: how was it when you and Mattia had sex?
Mya: oh, better than I expected actually and much bigger-
M: what are you guys talking about?
Mya: y-
Kai: ice cream
M: I thought I heard the word, "bigger"
Kai: you did. Mya wanted a bigger bowl for her ice cream?
M: yeah sure whatever. Wanna play FIFA?
Mya: sur-
Kai: yeah
M: cmon

For the rest of the day Mattia didn't talk to me for some reason. Did I do something wrong? Do I not look good enough? Nvm it's nothing.

Y/m: hey boys. Mya
Tb: hey
Mya: hi mom...
Y/m: you ok, mija?
Mya: ok I'm gonna tell you but you can't get mad
Y/m: ok?

We walked into another room

Mya: I can't believe I'm telling you this...
Y/m: tell me
Mya: I lost my virginity
Y/m: to?
Mya: Mattia...
She took a big gulp
Y/m: wasn't expecting that
Mya: I'm sorry
Y/m: there's no need to be sorry.
Mya: ok. Also he hasn't talked to me since..
Y/m: oof..
Mya: what
Y/m: nothing but you should talk to him.
Mya: I just hope I didn't do anything wrong
Y/m: what can you do wrong. Talk to him. I'm also very proud of you. She left

Not what I expected from.... well my mom. I'm not telling my dad tho 😬. Anyways

Mya: Mattia can we talk?
M: nah
Mya: pls
M: if it's about losing us having sex: it didn't really mean anything ok.

It felt like my heart skipped a beat. I was hurt. That just made my life even worse.

Mya: you guys have to leave
Kai: I though we were gonna sleepover 🥺
Mya: oh I'm sorry. Ima need Mattia to leave
Kai: ouuuu what did you do.
M: I didn't do anything. Why do you want me to leave.
Mya: because I just lost my virginity to someone who doesn't even care...
Ale: wait what
Mya: he said it didn't really mean anything to him. I started tearing up.
Kai: he did say "really" does that make it any better-
Mya: you wanna leave too?
Kai: no ma'am
Mya: leaving Mattia. I pointed to the door
M: no
Mya: get tf out of my house Mattia -
Y/m: language..
Mya: sorry. Get the fucking hell out of my fucking house you fucking fucker!
Everyone was left speechless
M: fine. You did good btw ;)

As soon as he left everyone hugged me and I started crying

Y/m: I'm very disappointed yet happy that you did that
Ale: me too
Kai: is it ur house tho?
Mya: Kairi...
Kai: yeah sorry not the time for that yet...