Part 24

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It was now 1: 45 a.m.
I'm high asf, Kairi's sleep, Alejandro went home, my mom's probably having sex in the other room as usual. My dad's still at work, and worst of all I'm back to where I was in part 1...

It may sound sad to some people but I didn't build the system. Nor did I fuck it up. It was Mattia who did...
All you could hear was noises coming from the other room, next to me, I'm front of me. I finished the last cigarette in my box. Then it happened. The moment when my breath starts to go slow. Every time I breath, I breath in all the air that I can get. The moment when my heart stops, my world stops, and finally my brain. The mommy when I start to over think things. Like "what I did wrong, what I did to deserve this, what'd I do to get into this position." But then everything starts up again. Like it never even happened. That's my life. My fucked up but yet amazing life. This isn't the end nor the middle. This is only the beginning.

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