I really think I'm starting to lose it. My thoughts are super unusual and it's starting to worry and scare me. I'm starting to think of things I used to say hypothetically, like murder, suicide, death, be it mine or someone elses, and just pain in general. I'm starting to get scared by my thoughts and I really need help! If you have any way for me to get through this without a therapist, please tell me! I'm shaking as I'm typing this on my phone. I'm terrified of what I might do! Someone! Please notice! IM NOT OKAY! Just "saying" this is really starting to help. I have no idea what to do....someone...im really scared....nevermind....I'll be fine, I always am. I'm sorry if I just freaked you out. I'm better now. Getting thoughts out of your/my head really does help. I plan to talk to a friend very soon, hopefully within the next week (she's currently sick). I apologize if I just worried you. I'm better now. :) Please, if your going something similar, express your in some form of words. You can draw or use some other form of expression, but I truly think words is the best medium. Have a great day/evening/night/sleep and BE SAFE! PEACE!!! ;)
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AcakI have a but of a problem with letting my feelings get (and stay) bottled up, so this book is to help me cope. It's just my thoughts and rants on random sh*t....and a warning, I do tend to cuss a "little" bit....sorry X3. Anyway, thnx for reading th...
