My thoughts

Day 4: Poems

Today I had created two poems and though I should share them on this book, due to them bothe being related to my thoughts.

Poem #1

Thoughts

There are thoughts in my head,

That scare me to death.

I'm afraid that they'll win,

And nothing'll be left.

Suicide, pain

Cutting, and more.

Are thoughts in my mind,

That run like a chore.

It hurts too much,

to be left alone.

Because I'm afraid,

Of my thoughts and fears I disown.

I try to act,

And to laugh and to smile.

I try to believe,

It only lasts awhile.

I can feel the pain drain,

Much like a life.

Because I know that this poem,

Will help and suffice.

Poem #2

Noticing

I'm hurting so much,

With all this pain inside.

I feel I can't trust,

I feel I can't confide.

I wonder if people notice,

How much I'm really feeling.

Do they cast away these thoughts,

Because they're unappealing?

I found someone to trust,

But when she finally noticed.

We weren't all that close,

So what about those closest?

I don't understand,

Why do I have this pain?

All you have to do to help,

Is ask, "Are you okay?"

All I have is one final request,

To ask why you just stood bye.

Now all I have to say is,

One final......Goodbye

Meh...not the best, but I'm still proud. Thanks for reading! See ya later my fellow peeps!