Bensler 2

Im tired

*2 months later*
Olivia has been going to her therapy every week. She is finally starting to feel happy again, but Elliot and Olivia haven't been on the same page ever since Haden. All they ever do is fight and yell. They don't try anymore. But Elliot tries..Olivia doesn't.
-Olivia's-
POV
Elliot and I haven't been getting along lately, we have been fighting and yelling. I don't know what to say or do. Everything we do happens this way, it's like we are cursed or something. Molly is two months old, she's so beautiful I love her with all my heart, and I also love Elliot but how am I suppose to fix this? I can't. Because I've said terrible things to him. Captain is leaving on a ship, and I'm going to be Sargent. Too much has happened. Yet everything feels like it's falling apart...just like always though. I don't think Elliot and I will make up this time.
Olivia goes to the squad room to see everyone working on cases. "What do we have today?" She asks taking off her coat. Elliot came out of the precinct, looked at her and looked away, toward his desk.
Fin turns around and give the file to Olivia. "The guy is a sicko.." He states. Olivia walked to the interrogation room, and walks in to see the perp.
The man glances. "Ahh..a woman..even better than that man, he needs anger management I don't know how you put up with that" he says looking at her. Elliot was behind the glass.
Olivia looked at him. "He can't control himself...but that's not what we're talking about..why did you rape 16, Reina" Olivia said throwing pictures at him. He leans over to look.
"Uhm don't recall" he said leaning back. Olivia turned around toward the glass hoping no one was there, she rolled her eyes. She walked back to the guy at the table.
"Did she reject you? Did she say your a creep?" Olivia said sexually. The man touched Olivia's hand.
"Trust me..nobody rejects me" he said looking at her, rolling his hand down her arm. Olivia got up.
"Why don't we get out of here?" He whispered.
"Sorry..." Olivia said tilting her head smiling. Elliot saw it, and missed that smile.
The perp got up and walked closer touching Olivia's waist. "I'm sure you'll like it." He said. Olivia had no expression on her face.
"Sorry no.." She said walking to the other side.
"You stupid bitch." He said loudly. Olivia turned around.
"Your lucky your in here! Or I would have done the same to you!" He yelled. Olivia walking toward the door, and looking back. "Byeee" she said smirking.
"You stupid bitch you'll pay" he yelled. As Olivia left the interrogation room she saw Elliot standing in front of the glass. She ignored him walking around, back to her office.
---4 hours later--
Everyone went home, but Olivia but so was Elliot. She was thinking about how things could have been different. Would Elliot and her would have been together by now if Stephanie didn't threaten Elliot? Would they would have been married if she wasn't kidnapped? Those questions will always remain unknown.
Olivia walked out to grab coffee to see Elliot there near the machine. She turned around. Elliot saw her.
"What was that all about today?" Elliot says. Olivia turned around rolling her eyes.
"What was what?" She replied annoyed. Elliot gave a look.
"In the interrogation room" he said back sourly. Olivia turned back around.
"What the hell Olivia!" Elliot shouted slamming his mug on the table. Olivia turned back around standing there.
"What do you fucking want Elliot? You want to fight? You want to yell! FINE" Olivia yells. "What happen in the interrogation room, was nothing. Me saying you can't control your anger. YEAH THATS FUCKING TRUE" She adds. Elliot walks away and stops.
"You know what" Elliot says chuckling. "All I ever wanted was you..I never asked for this.." He adds. Olivia tilts her head.
"Well no one said you had to stay. You could have easily stayed with your wife, and you could have not came back." Olivia says coldly. Elliot looked away from her.
"Right.." He says. "Well maybe I'll turn in my papers for good. We don't have to get married..I'll always love you. I'm trying Liv..I've been trying for these past 2 months..ever since Haden and Calvin." Elliot says softly.
"Yup...something you'll never understand" she said harshly. Elliot had a tear escape his face, was it over for good? All he felt was coldness in the room.
"Okay liv..im done fighting..it's so pointless.." Elliot said " maybe your right 'Bensler' isn't suppose to be us.." He adds. Olivia had a tear roll down her cheek.
"I don't want our relationship to be a circle that's endless.Our love is like chasing clouds..we get no where." He says. Olivia looks away hiding her tears. " I know your broken Liv...I know..but I told you I'd never stop trying. You said you'd never stop trying. But maybe we both should stop because I'm tired, and your tired." Elliot adds grabbing his coat and left.
Olivia fell to her knees, crying hysterically. "What have I done.." She says to herself. "He was trying.." She says unable to breathe. She picked herself up and ran out the door, Elliot was already gone. She hailed a cab.
She arrived at Elliot apartment, she ran like never before. She knocked at the door and knocked. Elliot answered the door, to see Olivia standing there with her make up smudged.