Bensler 2

I never stopped

-The Lunch-

-Nobody's-

POV

Nick and Olivia went to the diner across the street. Elliot was behind them wanting to talk to Olivia. He called Olivia to talk, she turned around and went over.

"What?" she said looking at him

"I have to tell you why. you never let me explain why.." He said looking her in the eyes.

" I don't have to Elliot, you being with her just explains it all" she stated walking away. Elliot pulls her by her arm, pulls her close and kisses her. Olivia kisses him back but then realizes that he is with Jackie. She pulls back.

"Stop" she said pushing him away. Elliot holds her tightly. "Olivia, listen to me..I never gave up on looking for you, our wedding day I looked everywhere you were nowhere to be found. I don't love Jackie..like I love you. She's not Olivia Benson. Olivia Benson is the woman im suppose to be with" Elliot said looking down trying to kiss her again, but she looks away crying.

"El.." she says looking up. " I love you..but you hurt me to many times saying you love me but not meaning it" she says sadly moving away from Elliot's arms.

-Elliot's-

POV

I love her..with all my heart and I really REALLY messed it up. There is one way to do this..I could fight for her..or I could let her go, But I refuse to let her go..She is mine. We may not get married. But being with her is all that matters to me.No interuptions and No excuses. Our love is stronger than just those words.

-Olivia's-

POV

I miss Elliot so much..I wanted to be in his arms forever..I miss his touch, I miss his Scent. I miss his kisses. I miss all of him. and the fact that he said he never stopped looking for me, makes me feel like he actually did care. I know he doesn't care about Jackie, He wasn't offically with her. He loved me more. I want him to fight for me because if he wants me he is going to have to earn me. But unil then I am not gonna show any affection for him it will only make me give into him. But who am I kidding I love him.

Elliot pulls Olivia back by her arm and kisses her again and they both continue to kiss. Nick came out to find Olivia and Elliot kissing. He laughs. "Again?" he said walking away. 

Olivia turns around "Nick.." she said as he just kept walking and not looking back. Olivia looks into Elliots eyes. "I need to tell you what happen..I go on the stand this week." she said as they both walked to her apartment. As they both got into Olivia's apartment she went into details as she cried as he held her. Elliot was filled with fire in his eyes. He got up from the seat. Pacing and pacing around the room trying to hold his anger in.

"El...it's over..." she said getting up and holding Elliot. 

Elliot held her " The fact that I couldn't find you..it kills me Liv" He said softly. She kissed him. " Remeber the first time we danced together?" she asked with a big smile on her face. " How could I forget, Black Beauty was the song." he said kissng her forehead. Elliot whispered "Will you dance with me?" He asked smiling. Olivia walked to the radio and turned on 'Black Beauty" facing the opposite way from Elliot crying. Elliot walked over and turned her around and danced with her like it was the first time again. Olivia thought back to when they first danced together.

"I love you" Elliot whispered. "I love you too" she whispered.

As they danced, all night they fell alseep together. Olivia was wide awake and couldn't sleep all she could see was images of Lewis. She tossed and turned. Elliot had awaken up from her movement. He held her tight and kissing her.