Until i met him... TommyInnit x Reader

Is this the end ?..

Pain . It hurts so badly .. I couldn't stand up . My knee hurt so badly . I could feel the insects crawling inside so it got worse and worse . I couldn't see anything fabric was tied on my face . I'm a mess .. I was confused . Pain .. I couldn't see anything .. and the strong smell , I thought it was  because of my leg but it was there .. In the corner . Whats there ? 

Willow - H-hello ? I-Is anyone there ? I whine as the pain in my leg gets worse and worse ..

With my last bits of energy I take the weird fabric off to see Tommy laying in the corner all bloody . He had now turned around to look at me 

Tommy - I'm sorry .. I couldn't do anything .. He starts softly sobbing . While repeating the same over and over again .

I'm now on my knees crawling to him in pain . Pain .. Pain .. Pain .. He reaches his hands to me and I drop on his stomach . .

Willow - It's ok I forgive you .. I say while tears start dropping down my face

Tommy takes the blindfold out of my hands and wraps it around my wounded leg .

Tommy - Shh .. everything will be fine .. I promise ..

He starts running his shaky bloody arms trough my messy hair while kissing my forehead and humming howl's moving castle . Flashbacks of us dancing in the cold winter all happy warm me up inside . At this point I knew we wouldn't make it . I mean we are somewhere . No sounds . Nothing . Just him and I having our last moments together . Minx would be disappointed in me , George , Toby everyone . I'm not strong but weak but most importantly I'm a mess .. My vision all of the sudden became blurry . Tommy's voice faded into the darkness . I felt sleepy . 

Tommy - Don't sleep .. He shook me while repeating 

I couldn't cry anymore , nothing came from my eyes I was just staring at the door hoping that someone would come .  But the sudden realization came into my mind .