The Grim Reaper | Yeonbin

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Soobin thought today would be better.

But no, it's getting worst.

Since yesterday when the grim reaper walked out to the balcony after they got home, he didn't talk to him. And today Yeonjun just followed silently behind him to the campus, no smiles, no glances. His face as expressionless as their first encounter, it looked cold and intimidating.

Soobin slightly felt uncomfortable for their silence, but he couldn't do anything and let it be. What's the difference if they talk or not? That's not really important, Yeonjun is nobody.

He shrugged that off of his mind though, but the bad things came again and again after that. When he arrived at campus, walked through the hallways and open his locker, the sticky notes again filled it. Some were just like yesterday, some were saying like 'I don't wanna see you here' or 'get out of the campus', and some were...worst than any of that. Even there was a note saying 'just die already, you're not supposed to be alive at all'.

Soobin confused about all of that. What did Mingi say to everyone to make them write that words for him? What did he do wrong to Mingi? What did he do wrong to everyone who gave him the sticky notes? He didn't understand it at all!

That's the bad and fucking worse thing he got today, and now Yeonjun just stayed there keep silent behind him, not trying to call him again nor saying anything about it. Soobin let the notes there, not wanting to waste his energy for picking up and throwing all of that to the trash bin. He slightly felt their words were right.

After all of that tragic, one thing that he wished could make him sane was gone. When lunch break, he asked his friends (Beomgyu, Taehyun, and Kai) if they wanted to have lunch together. But again, they couldn't make it. They said they had a project and couldn't have a lunch break, they had to finish it immediately. Then with all of his sadness, he said that was fine, and walked to his favorite spot, to the rooftop, and had lunch there alone until the bell rang for the next class.

Soobin never once liked being anyone's attention, and now everyone's attention were at him. It felt weird, it made him heavy and uncomfortable. He didn't like that, he hated that kind of attention everyone gave to him.

When he already sat at his seat for the next class, Mingi was entering the class with some of his friends, probably some of the bullies that involved everytime Mingi bullied him. Then Soobin gazed at him, Mingi glanced at Soobin, and he smirked to the poor boy, more like mocking him.

The rest of their classmates gazed at them two, but looked at Soobin belittling.

He wanted to know what he did wrong, he wanted to know what Mingi said about him to make everyone looked like hating him to the core of their mind. But, he just couldn't, he never once befriended with them, with everyone, how should he convince them?

With that, Soobin just stayed at his place, letting everyone looked at him, talking behind him, letting their words to seep in to his brain, making him believe what others said about him and made him feel worse and useless.

His day got worse, today was the worst ever for him. He felt suffocated, he felt sick, his head felt heavy, it felt like his energy was drained. All he wanted to do now was locking up at his own room, bailing his eyes out, hiding from this world, running from this fucking life.

Then that was what he did. After the long day at campus until the last class (he had two classes after lunch break), he immediately went out from the building, not even going to his locker first to put his things or get some stuff to bring back to home. His chauffeur was already waiting for him outside, so when Soobin got out from the building, the car was there and without waiting for a second he got in the car, not glancing at anything or anyone.