"43" (Kenma x reader)

13

The cancer was getting worse, if that's somehow possible. Your speech was terrible and you couldn't find your words. You grabbed your phone.

"9:43
Wednesday, November 11th"

Your mom was with you sitting on the chair next to your bed. Your sister was at school. Your doctor came in.

"Hello so we have some news, we have been strategizing and we may be able to perform brain surgery on y/n to remove the tumour" he said. "That's great!" Your mom said. "Well there are a lot of risks involved such as stroke, loss of the ability to speak, and death." Your eyes widened.

"So what yourrrr saying is, this-s is my last ch-ance? The last g-grain of hope? That it's surg-ery that I'll probably-y die from or I j-just wait it out since I'm gonna d-die anyway?" You said. "This is your last chance, it's quiet obvious that your cancer will continue to progress and get worse, the only thing we can do to potentially save you or get you more time would be to perform surgery" the doctor said.

You nodded and looked at your mom. "I want surgery, I w-want to try ev-even if that mean I could die, it's n-not like I'm not alreadyyy gonna die" you say. "Let's think about it for a while before we decide alright?" Your mom said. "Yes take your time but we are on a clock" he said. You nodded.

You grabbed your phone. You called Kenma. "Hey" you said when he answered. "What's up y/n are you alright?" "Yeah i-I just want to tellll you someth-ing, can you come to t-the hospital?" "Yeah, I'll be there soon" he said.

"So what is it you wanted to tell me?" He said sitting on the chair next to your bed. "The doctors s-said that they could-d try to do surgery on me, that t-they could try to remove the tumour to get m-me more time" you said. "Really? What are the risks? are you going to have the surgery?" "The risks are p-pretty obvious, I could loose my ability to s-speak or turn into a vegetable, I could also h-have a stroke" you said. "I could al-also die"

Kenma squeezed your hand. "So are you going to have the surgery" "I thi-nk so, I'm going to d-die anyway might-t as well die t-t-trying right?" You said. Kenma stayed quiet.

"R-right?" "get the surgery, I know I would if I was you" he said his eyes were glossy. "You do-don't get to cry I-im still car I m-mean car" you sighed frustrated. "I'm still a-alive" you say. "I know, I'm just scared" he said his head laying on the bed.

"I-I promise I'll s-s-survive" you say.

"You can't promise that" Kenma says.

"Well I did, and I don't m-make promises I can't keep so, cope!" You say. "What?" Kenma says laughing a bit . "I promise I'm not d-dying and I won't die so deal with it!" You said and you both started laughing.

"You make my heart bleed, literally your gonna make me pop my stitches" he says and you guys laugh more. When you both finally calmed down you talked about kenmas day and he filled you in on Kuroo and his love life.

"So remember that girl? Well they started dating. Like officially." "Thaz g-great!" You say smiling. "Yeah" Kenma said. He then lifted your covers and got into the bed with you. He laid his head in the crook of your neck. He felt a few tears leave his eyes.
He knew you would probably die in surgery and that time was limited for you both.

If a genie were to ask him what wishes he wants granted.

His only wish would be more time with you.