"43" (Kenma x reader)

9

Kenma was getting discharged today. Your speech was pretty normal, sometimes you couldn't say the thing you wanted to or you'd say something and it'd come out as something else, mainly you just stuttered.

Kenma had packed his things. "I promise I'll be back tomorrow bright and early okay?" He said as held your hand. You nodded. "g-go your moms waiting" you said. Kenma rolled his eyes. He kissed you then kissed your forehead. "I love you" "I love you to" you said.

then you were all alone. Alone. Something you hadn't been for a long time, Kenma was always there. You already missed him. You looked out at the window. You sighed. A nurse walked in.

"Y/n we're going to be switching you to a single person room" "okay" you said blankly. Your mom came in since she was already going to visit. "Here I'll help" she said taking some of your stuff. "I'm ate, i meant fine" you said frustrated.

Once you finally switched rooms and got comfortable you stared out the window. "I'll be back soon with your sister okay?" "Okay" you say. She leaves closing the door. You watched the rain pour down. You grabbed your phone.

"3:43
Monday, October 9th"

You sighed. You put your phone down. Before you weren't scared to die, the fear wasn't there. You didn't feel like you had anything- anyone to live for. Until you met Kenma. Kenma made you want to live, want to wake up every morning, want to hope. Now death was scary, painful and real. It wasn't just 'Im probably going to die' it's 'I'm going to die soon'

You started crying. You hadn't cried since early on in your diagnosis. You had to be strong for your mom and sister, but now that didn't matter to you. The thing you feared most at this moment, the thing that scared you so much was the thought of leaving Kenma, alone.