Love Isn't Enough (Chris Brown)

Lies Being Told

When I woke up this morning, Chris wasn't there. I figured that he had moved out of town by now. I turned on the televison and the news was on. I went to make breakfast. Then Aunty came downstairs. We didn't say anything to each other. For breakfast I made some mixed fruit and had a glass of orange juice.After eating I went upstairs to throw up, morning sickness. Then I took a shower, brushed my teeth and everything. In my closet,  I put on:

http://www.polyvore.com/another_casual_day/set?id=40735299.

I didn't tell Aunty that I was leaving but I know she wouldn't care anyways. I called Tekeysia.

Tekeysia: Hello/

Me: Hey girl it's me.

Tekeysia: What's wrong? you sound terrible.

Me: Meet me @ the cafe and i'll tell you.

Tekeysia: Okay. 

I didn't say anything so I just hung up. I got in my Aunty's car and drove to the cafe. When I arrived, I was already sitting down and then Tekeysia pullled up.

Tekeysia: Hey girl!

Me: (sighs) Hi.

Tekeysia: So what happened?

Me: Yestraday, Trenton came by......

Tekeysia: What the fuck! Trenton came by. What did that bastard want?

Me: He wanted to see how I was doing? And to be honest he's actually doing better than ever. Anyways, he asked me out for a cup of coffee and I went. We talked and laughed. Then we kissed.

Tekeysia: WHAT!?!

Me: It was an accident. He kissed me and then I told Chris.

Tekeysia: Haven't you learned anything? You can never tell a man that your ex kissed you.

Me: But I didn't wanna lie to him.

Tekeysia: Okay. Continue.

Me: When I told Chris he punched a hole in the wall and then left. That's all.

Tekeysia: Damn!!!!

Me: Aunty knows and she won't talk to me either. My life is screwed. Fuck!

I started crying because of all the pain I was feeling inside.

Tekeysia: Honey it's okay.

Me: (sobs) No it;s not okay. (sobs) Everything is ruined because of (sobs) of me.

Tekeysia: Listen, what are you doing tonight?

Me: Nothing why.

Tekeysia: The girls and I are going to a Lakers Game. Wanna come?

Me: Alright. Time.

Tekeysia: It's in 2 hours.

Me: Alright see you in 2hours.

I gave her a hug and left. I drove and while driving I was having flashbacks about me and Chris. Then I suddelnly cried even more. But I still kept my eyes on the road. When I arrived home I saw Chris's car. I ignored and just went inside. Chris was sitting on the couch waiting for me. He came up to me, but I put my hand in his face.  I just went straight upstairs. I slammed the door shut. I didn't have anything to say to Chris at all.