Love Isn't Enough (Chris Brown)

Our Last Night Of Freedom

Friday (5:00 am)

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I woke up this morning because of the strangest dream that i was having of Trenton. I know that i wasn't supposed to have these types of dreams. So i went downstairs to get me some fruit. Downstairs was Aunty.

Me: (tired voice) hey aunty.

Aunty: Hey. What are u doing up so late?

Me: I had a nightmare about.....

Aunty: About who sweetheart.

Me: My ex....Trenton.

Aunty: (sighs) Okay. Well tell me about it so i can understand it more.

Me: Well, I was at my bachelorette party, alone. Then 2 strippers came out and one of them was Trenton. He was feeling on and kissing on me; i tried to move, but it was no use. Next thing i knew he was taking off my clothes. Then (sobs) he raped me! 

Then i started crying right after that. Aunty grabbed my hand and i knew what she was going to say. "It's going to be allright." And i knew it wasn't

Aunty: Honey, It's going to be allright. It was just a dream.

Me:(sobs) What if it wasn't huh. What if he crashes my party and kidnaps me. This is why i didn't want to have a bachelorette party. Chris isn't there to protect me.

I cried even harder than before.

I didn't wanna tell Chris about my dream, so then i told aunty to keep it between her and me. She agreed. Then i was getting tired and then i went back to bed.

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10:00

I woke up again and saw that Chris wasn't next to me. I figured he was in the bathroom and he wasn't. So then i heard footsteps coming from downstairs, and it was Chris brinign' me some breakfast. 

me: Aww, you're so romantic, and sweet.

Chris: And don't forget Cute hahaha jk!

Chris put the breakfast tray in front of me, and it was alot of food on there.

Me: I can't eat all of this by myself.

Chris: You won't have too.

Me: Why?

Chris: Because i'm going to eat with you once again.

Me: Why ur u sounding like that?

Chris: Well, this is the last time you'll see me until the wedding. 

Me: I'm gonna miss you though.

Chris: I'll miss you too.

Me: Please don't leave me.

Chris: I have too.

Me: But I don't you too.

Chris: I know. But that's what the rules are. And we have to obey those rules.

Chris leaned in and kissed me. I kissed back and afterwards, we looked in each other's eyes for about 3 minutes.

Chris: I love you.

Me: I love you.

Chris and I ate our food, then Chris took a shower. He headed for the door but before he left, and turned around.

Chris: See you down the aisle. Ms. Latoya Maria Wright-Brown.

Me: You too Mr. Christopher Maurice Brown

Chris walked towards me and kissed me one last time. This kiss left a spark in my stomach. It was the kiss that my exes used to give me whenever they leave me. But Chris's kiss reassured me that he was coming back. I knew that he was too.

Me: I love you.

Chris: I love you. Bye.

As, Chris was walking away, I started crying, but i sucked it up though. I knew it was for the best. Then i get a call from DeAndra.

Me: Hello!

De: Hey gurl!

Me: What's up?

De: You need to hurry up and get dressed because your bachelorette party starts like right now. We'll be over in 20.

Me: Okay Bye.

De: Bye!

I got out of bed and took a shower, then i put on the most comfortable outfit that i could find:

http://www.polyvore.com/shine_like_star/set?id=46349898.

Then i went downstairs and waited outside for DeAndra and Tekeysia. 

5 minutes later.......................

Teykeyshia ,DeAndra, Lisa, Keshia, my sis, and I were in the car chatting it up. We were talking about the wedding and what not. All this talk made think of Chris even more. The girls were having the time of our lives. After everything that we had did; we all rested at the hotel. I was tired as hell.

But before I had went to bed. I texted Chris to see if he was okay. And of course he was. So i slept very peacefully.

THIS HAS BEEN A GREAT DAY! IT WAS MY LAST NIGHT OF FREEDOM FOR ME TO EVER BE AROUND ANOTHER SEXY MAN EVER IN MY LIFE!