Dreamer Of Reality

Chapter 10 ~ (The Second Letter)

I felt something burning my skin lightly, bothering my peaceful sleep, I dared myself to open my eyes and turned around to find myself facing a wonderful blue-grayish eyes, that reminds me of my brother but somehow these eyes were different,My brother's eyes you could barely notice the blue sea in them. Wait, what?

I got up really quickly and earned a huge pain in my head as a result for bumping my head with something hard.

"Shit! Your head is made of what !" Jack groaned with pain, while holding his head in his hands.

"I-I I just had a bad dream then. You- Hey what are you doing at my room?." I said weakly.

"Your room? You are at Onur's." I blinked at him twice letting his words sink in, I'm at Onur's room. Then I remembered that I fell aslep at the car.

"Oh, for how long did I sleep?"

"Just an hour or so, come on they are waiting you." I immediately understood that they were waiting me to open the letter, therefore I watched my face and went down staires to find them all sitting with blank expressions on their faces. I looked at them trying to guess what is going on, and as a mental sign was sent from me, all of them looked at me then at the white sheet.

The letter...

I tried to understand what's going on with them, but before I could say a word, Onur came and stood up in front of me, he held my open palm and put and letter in my hand and balled it.

With quistions felling my head, I opened the letter. As soon as I read the first line, my eyes shoot up and widened looking at Onur.

Dear Amy..
I've always wanted to write my will to you but not while I'm on a hospital bed, waiting the death...
I know this will affect you badly and it may break your heart, therefore I'm writing this letter to you.
I want you to continue counting the stars every night before falling asleep, I want you to keep working on your smart ass remarks, I don't want you to be sad that I'm gone, I want you ro be grateful that you knew me, blueberry.
My body will be buried under the ground but that's not something bad! Because I will be close to you, I will be the king of your heart empire, and I promise you, with the last breaths I'm taking, that I will be alive in my empire, as long as you remember me.
As your king my dear, I don't want you to be upset, and I don't want you to say once "I loved my brother." I want you to love me even after my death.

P.S: I'm sorry for the bad handwriting but it's difficult to write when you are dying, you know?

I love you
Your brother, D

As soon as I finished reading the letter, I was on the ground sobbing my heart out. I didn't expect read my brother's last letter.
Alice came beside me and rocked me lightly.

"Make it stop, please." I whispered lightly, wrapping my hands around myself, I wanted this pain to go, so suddenly I stood up and went out and ran.
I ran and ran and ran, I looked aroumd me when I left a house and I found a forest behind Onur's house, so I ran there, Where am I going? I don't know. I just wanted to go away because the physical pain is nothing comparing to the hole in my chest, my lungs were screaming for air and my muscles were burning so I stopped and took a huge deep breath, as soon as I exhaled, the tears went out of my eyes.

"It's raining my dear, it's like the sky is sharing your pain. Your sadness is the rhythm that my tears, yours and the sky's are dancing on, so cry my dear, with all the sorrow in your heart, cry." Alice's words were so soft and mixed with sobs as she stood behind me, I don't know how she reached me, but I was too tired to ask.

I don't know for how long I stayed at the ground crying and Alice sitting beside me, but I got tired so I stopped grieving and looked at the sky that is now not crying anymore.

"You will get sick, let's go." I looked up and saw Onur standing few inches away, holding a blanket for me, and Alice standing beside him with a blanket around her and her brother is holding her in warm embrace.

I smiled sweetly at them, remembering how my brother would hold me when I was upset. It looks like her brother felt my gaze at them and looked at me, then he was going to let his sister go from his embrace, I was going to tell him that it's okay with me, but Onur talked first.

"Dude, keep your sister at your embrace. Amy needs mine." Onur smirked playfully at me, trying to lighten up the mood a little bit.
He came near me, with an open blanket, and i took it from him and wrapped it around myself.

"Now, let uncle Onur give you a reassuring hug." He said with an old-lady voice and a kiss-like lips, before he could do anything, Alice jumped on his back laughing and telling him to stay away from me.

"GROUP HUG!" All of a sudden, Jack, Don, Alice and Onur hugged me tightly. I'm too close to Onur! He buried his nose in my hair and breathed deeply.

"Hey you, you are supposed to be hugging her not making love to her." Jack said teasingly.

"Shut up." Mumbled Onur, but I could see his ears turning to a light shade of pink. The bad boy is blushing.

"We have to go, Amy." Don said after wrapping one of his arms around his sister, and the other one around me.

"Okay." I agreed calmly.

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The whole way back to the house was full of lame jokes and Alice mocking the guys, I was thankful for them to be here for me.
The last time someone tried to lighten up my mood was my father, we were sitting in the dinning room, he tried to make some jokes, so did my mother, but I saw through their masks, the longing for their son was eating them alive. Derick and I used to make the lamest jokes ever, but we could laugh our hearts out, since he died, we never shared any of his old jokes, which was very painful for us, so I moved out.

"We are here." Alice said brightly, even though her eyes were bloodshot.

We entered the house behind her, but rooted at our places as soon as we saw the ruined and trashed furniture at the living room. Our eyes kept looking at the house with pure shock, but soon enough, our shock was turned to horrifying fear, when our eyes caught the words that was written in red paint on the cream wall.

"Don't toy with me, you will pay later."

Dear God!
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Sorry for being late
And to all the directioners, I'm sorry Zayn left the band, you have to stay strong for the lads and wish the best for them all.

I updated specially for my friend @nouna6 who finally decided to read my story LOL *mute*

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