Dreamer Of Reality

Chapter 1 ~ (He's Waiting)

After two years of pain I finally started living alone physically and mentally, in MY own house.

It is not that far away from my parent's house, they wanted me to stay with them but I knew that being with them will reminds them of that bad memory so I took a house near them, I can't leave them alone ... And of course because I wanted to know when Luc is coming back, yes I am waiting for him because he was -and still- something special for me.

I opened my eyes looking at the clock, it was 6:46 AM and that means that I have enough time to fresh up before going to the school, the school that I will stay in for few more months then graduate.

After a hot shower I got dressed and went to my school, my pathetic school. I was wearing deep blue pants with black shiny sweater with black shoes.

I was walking in the hallway in the school receiving gazes that full of hater and fear while I was giving them a charming smirk, smirk not smile, I don't think there is something that is worth smiling for.

Yes, I was bad, I mean I became bad, not only bad, I became annoying , moody, selfish, stubborn girl. I was unbeatable but it wasn't my fault, it wasn't any one's fault. I couldn't trust anyone after what happened with me specially when I find out that how my brother passed away, I couldn't stop blaming myself.

Holding the door knob and turning it to the right side, I entered the class and immediately I got the all attention, but it wasn't that big of a deal for me because I always got the attention wherever I am.

I walked slowly and got a seat without bothering myself and ask if this seat is free or not, even if it wasn't free, who would dare and tell me to move to another place, huh? NO ONE, exactly!.

Teacher Mark Holesten entered the class and as a good student I gave him all my attention and prepared my notes, but he didn't give us a class, he started explaining about a new type of influenza which was circulation in the zone of our school so the government gave us a vacation to our own safety.

  I started thinking of going out from school today, not running away but I could talk to Mrs. Holesten and I am sure he will be by my side specially today.

Today is the same day my brother's death... The same day I became THIS ugly person with dark heart and soul and body full of scars, I am not a self harmer but this the only way I can punish myself for killing my brother.

"Amy." My teacher's sound stole me from my thoughts, I looked at him with eyes wide open but I don't know why, he is the only person in the school who knows about everything since my brother's death, he is the only one I can feel safe around him because after turning my life upside down he was and still the only one who believed in me.

"I know that you need to... You know" I knew what he was talking about and he took my weak smile as a reply and he nodded to tell me that he understood me. "I talked to the principle and you can go now if you want, and no I didn't tell him anything I just said you are sick" He said immediately knowing that I will ask him.

I mumbled a thank you then went out of the class. He is the only one who can see all the scars in my broken soul just by looking into my hazel eyes.

I can't be late ... He is waiting for me I am sure of that, but -as usual- something should happen and ruin my plans.

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(A/N sorry for the short chapter and for taking long time to update, but i am busy with my exams :(

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