After Bb (COMPLETE)

83 & 84

Episode83…
Important: hi everyone! This tale is really close to my heart ♥ as it's based on real world sidnaaz… But I never said that am writing reality, situations in this tale are based on real situations, but the explanation of those situations are not real, so please take it as a fiction and am really sorry if any of part of this tale had hurt your sentiments… Now you can enjoy reading, it's a continuation of previous part…
Sana pov : sorry sidharth but mai tujhe apne karan kisi bhi problem me nahi dal sakti… Mujhe khud bilkul bhi mann nahi kar rha hai tujhse dur jane ka pr agar mere karan tereko koi kuch bolega to mai nahi seh paungi…
She thought looking at him as he was in sleep in a half sitting position on bed…
She silently opened cupboard and took out her clothes without making any noise and prepared a suitcase of her clothes… She looked at sid who was sleeping there near her, she smiled and went in kitchen, prepared two cups of tea for both of them and came in room,  to her surprise Sid was not on bed, she thought may be he would be in loo, she checked loo, but loo's door was already open, she peeped inside and found it empty… She came back in room and called his name sweetly…
Sana : sidharth kithe aa bebu?
Sid came from balcony, holding a cigrette between his two fingers…
Sid : ho gayi packing ache se? Kuch chut to ni rha na? Dekh le ache se… Warna faltu ka baad me tujhe firse yaha aana padhega…
He said ignoring eye contact with her,
picked his cup of tea and stood in balcony… One  could easily say that he was on verge to cry… Sana felt a sharp pain in her heart looking at his eyes and condition… It looked like everything had happened with him not her… She picked her cup and came in balcony and stood beside her…
Sana : sidharthhh…
Sid : ha kya hua? Kuch kaam hai?
Sana :sidharth aise kyu baat kar rha hai?
Sid : to kaise karu shehnaaz? (he asked calmly looking at her face)
Sana : tu gussa kyu ho rha hai?
Sid : gussa? Or mai? Nah nah tujhe koi misunderstanding huyi hai baby, mujhe itna haq kaha diya hai kisine jo mai gussa ho Saku…
Sana : nahi tu gussa ho rha hai isliye aise baat kar rha hai… Kya hua hai tujhe?
Sid : really shehnaaz! Ye tu puch rahi hai kya hua hai? Chal tu bata tujhe kya hua hai? Kyu ja rahi hai mujhe akela chorh kr? Kya kami hai mere pyaar me? Kya tujhe kabhi itna secure feel nahi karaya ki tu apne ghum baat sake mere sath? Pahle to jhut mut ki chot ke bahane mere aage roya karti thi… Ab kya hua? Ab pyar kam ho gaya kya ya mere me interest nahi rha tujhe?
Sana : sidharth kya bakwas kar rha hai? Mai kab boli ye sab bate? Tu hi apni taraf se banaye ja rha hai bate…
Sid : acha! Chal fir bata baaz ko phone karke tujhe lene aane ko kyu boli tu?
Sana : acha to usne bata diya tujhe?
Sid : nahi batya us bhen ke bhai ne, sale ko bola tha kuch bhi ho batana, pr hai to tumhara hi bhai, ek number ka gadha…
Sana : sidharth mere bhai ko gadha na bol
maine tera muh todh dena hai…
Sid : to kya bolu? Mahanubhav bolu, mai tere suitcase dekh kar use call karke na puchta to wo to kabhi batata hi nahi ki madam mujhe chorh kar ja rahi hai…
Sana : sidharth mai tujhe chorh kr nahi ja rahi hu bebu, mai to bus kuch din ke liye shehbaaz ke pass ja rahi hu…
Sid : ye sab chije na mujhe matt samjhao tum, thik hai na… Tumse jyada hi experience hai iss sab me… Khamakha meri maa aa rahi thi dekhne ki unki beti thik hai ya nahi, acha hua tumhari harkat ka malum ho gaya… mana kar diya maine unhe… Warna tumhari harkato ke karan or dukhi ho jati…
Sana : sorry sidharth! Sab mere karan ho rha hai…
She said in a cracked voice, looking down at her cup which she was holding…
Sid : sorry kyu bol rahi ho ab? Mai koi naraz nahi hu tumse, mujhe to khud pr gussa aa rha hai… Mai hi tumhe safe or secure feel ni karwa paya, tumhe apna pyar mehsus nahi karwa paya…
Sana : nahi sidharth aisa ni hai bebu, mai tere sath sabse jyada secure feel karti hu, mujhe tere sath bohot safe or acha feel hota hai or mujhe pata hai ki tu mujhse bohot pyar bhi karta hai….
Sid breathe in frustration and snatched cup from her hand and placed that on table there along with his cup and trashed cigarette in ash box…
Sid : jab tumhe pata hai ki mai tumhe pyar karta hu, Tum bhi mujhse karti ho Fer kyu dur jana hai tumhe?
Sana : sidharth mai bus kuch din ke liye to ja rahi hu, jaise hi sab thik hoga mai wapas aa
jaungi, pakka promise hai…
She tried to pacify him but he continued in a stern voice…
Sid : ha to yahi mujhe samjh nahi aa rha hai, aisa kab tujhe feel nahi hua ki mera pyar khudgarz nahi hai ki mai tujhe sirf tere ache waqt me pyar karu, mai tujhe teri jindagi ki har situation me pyar karuga, you are my fucking love, are you getting it in your head or not?
Sana : par agar mai tere sath rahugi to sab tereko bhi bura bolege, waise bhi meri life me kuch acha ni hota hai, mere karan teri life me bhi sirf problems aa rahi hai…
Sid : shehnaaz maine na tumhare ek chamat Marni hai vo bhi jor se, ye jo mahanta dikhane ka bukhar chadha hai na ye sab utar jayega ek minute me…. Bakwas karwa lo bus… Jana hai na to ja or apni na shakl matt dikhana mujhe jindagi me, mai bhi promise karta hu, marta bhi hounga na to bhi tujhse madad nahi manguga, kyuki mai bhi nahi chahta ki mere karan tujhe kuch jhelna padhe…
Sana : sidharth kyu bakwas kar rha hai?
Sid : mai bakwas kar rha hu to tum kya kar rahi ho? Shehnaaz dekho ek bohot hi important baat puchna chata hu tumse, mere pyar pr tumhe ye doubt kyu ho rha hai ki tumhe mujhse dur jana padh rha hai…
Sana : sidharth mai bohot unlucky hu khudke liye, or ab tu meri life ka hissa ban gaya hai to tere liye bhi unlucky ho jaungi….
Sid : shehnaaz aisa kuch nahi hai! Tumhe pata hai tumhe sulane ke baad mai ye soch rha tha ki tum kaise meri life me lady luck ki tarha aayi ho, meri life ms sab acha acha ho rha hai or tum yaha khudko unlucky bol rahi ho… Mujhe to lagta hai bukhar charh gaya hai tumhare dimag me isliye bewakufo wali harkate kar rahi ho…
Sana : aahhh sidharthh mai tujhe bewakuf lagti hu? Mai to isliye ja rahi thi kyuki mujhe selfish nahi banna tha, khudke liye tujhe taklif nahi de sakti hu na isliye…
Sid : shehnaaz tum ek baat gath bandh lo, mujhe tumhare karan kabhi koi taklif nahi ho sakti hai pr meri taklif tumhare karan dur jarur bhag sakti hai… agar tum mere sath mere bure waqt me khudko taklif de kar mera sath de sakti ho to kya same haq mujhe nahi milna chahiye? Mujhe haq nahi hai apni biwi ka duk sukh batne ka?
He said in acalm voice showering all love with his voice…
Sana : par mai…
Sid : par war kuch nahi, agar jana hai na
aise hamesha to ek hi bar chali jao chorh kr ye baar baar ka jhamela hi khatam kardo tum…
Sana : aise matt bol sidharth, mai tere bina mar jaungi…
She said holding his crossed arms which were near his chest…
Sid : to same baat mere pr bhi lagi hoti hai, mai bhi mar jaunga tujhse dur ho kar…
He said with tears in his eyes… Sana Understood where she went wrong and realized her misconception about relationship, as partner we have all the right to be a part of our partner's good and bad situations….
Sana : acha sorry, samjh aa gaya mere ko, ab nahi jaungi kahi mai, tu marne wali baat matt karna dubara….
Sid : tu bhi ye gadho ki tarha bag matt pack
karke baith Jaya kar…
Sana : ha to tu aise hi pyar se samjha diya kar… Mai nahi karugi galti….
Sid : ha bus yahi to reh gaya hai karne ko, or tujhe to bukhar tha na! Bukhar utra nahi hai or tu ye sab drame. Karne baithi hai, akal hai ya nahi?
Sana : aahh tu gussa kyu hota rehta hai mujhpe?
Sid : kyuki tu gussa dilati hai mujhe, ab muh band karke andar chal or aaram kar…
She nodded positively and both came in room, she settled on bed resting back on backrest….
Sana : sorry bebu, aage se ni karugi aise…
Sid : dubara aisa karne ka mann ho bhi na to mujhe bata dena pahle hi, kahi so kar uthu to madam gayab ho… He smacked her forehead lightly while saying…
Episode84…
Sana : sidharth tu mujhe sachi itna pyar karta hai?
Sid : abe moti bukhar sar pr chadh gaya hai kya jo aisi baate kar rahi hai…
He said getting up from bed to get their tea from balcony where he left…
Sana : bata na sidharth, tujhe meri kasam lage…
She whined like a kid and made him stop… He came near her and sat in front of her and looked deep in her eyes making her nervous for a moment with his intense gaze….
Sid : bohot karta hu, or khabardar dubara dur jane ka socha bhi to…
He said in a dominating harsh voice, making her heart skip a beat….
Sana : tujhe kab hua mujhse itna jyada pyar?
Sid : baby abhi aaram kar baad me baat karege, mom bhi aa rahi hogi bus…
Sana : tune to bola tha ki mumma ni aa rahi hai, tune mana kar diya hai…
Sid : mana ni kiya tha, bus unhe bataya tha ki tu mahan ban kar yaha se ja rahi hai, vo boli ki vo baad me aayegi jab tu maan jayegi…
Sana : haye mumma gussa bhi huyi hogi na..
Sid : ha to kya tarif karegi teri?
Sana : pr sidharth mai kya karu, sab mujhe or meri family ko galat bol rahe hai, jo thorha kamaya tha vo sab vapis ja rha hai firse, mujhe kuch samjh ni aa rha tha bebu, mai kya karti?
Sid : baba tereko acha feel ni ho rha tha to mere pass aana tha na, mujhe bolna tha, akele  jhelne ki koi jarurat nahi hai tujhe, ab tere sath mai hu na…
Sana nodded positively with her moistured eyes and initiated a hug and sid copied her actions and hugged her close to his heart ♥
Sid : you are my love Sana, tu pyar hai mera, sirf girlfriend nahi hai tu, meri jaan hai tu, meri sab kuch hai tu, tu bohot special hai baba, tu chahe to tujhe koi bhi young or suitable ladka mil sakta hai jo hamesha tujhe attention de, tujhe pyar kare, jo teri age ka ho, jisko tujhe itna manana na padhe, but still you choosed me over anybody, you loved me selflessly, am really thankful to my fate for giving you to me… i love you my love…
Sana : I love you too my love ❤️ or mujhe tere se acha or attitude wala gabru ni mil sakta isliye tu jyada matt soch samjha?
She asked making him chuckle at her jolly nature… He loved her to no end and knew her value after facing reality coming out of bb house… World is crazy about them, girls were dying to get a glimpse of him and same goes with sana, boys are lined up to marry her, make her them… She got a really big opportunity to come close to any of boy in her show msk but she chosed to don't even touch any boy unnecessarily just because he don't like her to come close to any other man… Only she can handle beast inside him and he also gets surprised by his behavior when she's around him… Same feelings Sana gets when she's around him… Everyone tried their best to pair up her with paras in first week by playing with her jolly and innocent nature, even paras was throwing himself on her all the time, not only on her but on all single and young girls there… But she never felt to go close near him and do cuddle or shower kisses like she do with sid… Both had some natural connection with each other and their relationship grown naturally…
Sid : baby tu aaram kar, mai chai garam karke lata hu, sath me kuch khale fir dawa bhi lena hai tereko…
Sana nodded positively and sid pecked her forehead holding her face in his palms… He picked cups from balcony and came in kitchen… Sana thought to tell baaz not to come to take her…
Sana : hello shehbaaz!
Baaz : ha motto? Maan gayi ya aau lene, waise awaz se to lag rha hai ki maan gayi hai…
Sana blushed on the way he knows her and her relationship with sid…
Sana : Haye kamine tune bataya kyu tha usko jab pata tha ki vo aane ni dega?
Baaz : ha to vo tera khali mereko aise gusse me pucha to maine bata diya ki tu kyu or kaha jane ki taiyari ki hai…
Sana : khotta jeha, or khali kyu bol rha hai use tu? Vo roman reing se bhi jyada handsome use matt compare kar apne pehlwano se nazar lag jani hai teri….
Baaz : oho maate maaf kardo, nahi kuch bolta aapke pyare pati ko, galti ho gayi, ek idhar se sunata hai to dusra udhar se, tum dono ke bich mai aive hi piss jata hu Sala…
Sana : haha black crow tu kaise piss sakta hai, tu to fatt sakta hai kyuki tu Mota jo hai…
Baaz : Haye tujhe sharam ni aati na apne bhai ki besti kar rahi hai…
Sana : acha sorry or ha thank you hamesha mera sath dene ke liye…
Baaz : chal oye pagal, tu behan hai meri or
meri jaan hai tu, tujhe dukh me kaise dekh sakta hu mai? Isliye ab apna thank you apne pass rakh or apne khasam pr dhyan de warna mujhe hi galiya dega vo man hi man me uski moti ki attention lene ke liye…
Sana : chal bye, khyal rakhi apna…
She ended call and heard door bell ringing… Before she could come out of quilt Sid screamed from kitchen…
Sid : mai dekh rha hu tu aaram kar, mom hogi…
She loved his caring side so much… Sid opened main door and hugged his mom who came with food for them….
Sid : i missed you so much mom…
He said as he kissed her cheeks and she rubbed his arms….
Mom : pagal! Abhi kal hi to mile the…
Sid : ha to mere pass rehne to ab aaye ho
na…
He complained like a baby holding his mom from her shoulders….
Mom : chal hatt mujhe shehnaaz se milne de or ye pakar khana, garam hai, serve karle tum dono ke liye, mai already kha kar aayi hu….
Sid : ha sahi hai ghar aate hi shehnaaz shehnaaz shuru ho gaya aapka, mereko to bhul hi gaye ho aap….
This time sana screamed from room hearing their conversation…..
Sana : oye rotlu ro matt tu bhi le lena thorha sa pyar maa ka, abhi mujhe jyada jurt hai…
Mom and sid smiled at their bundle of joy… Mom came in room and hugged sana tightly…. sana cried as she felt motherly vibes from her… She cried in her arms like a kid cries… Mumma shukla rubbed her back
and kept kissing her forehead…
Sm : chup chup mera bacha, kya hua hai, kyu ro rahi hai itna? Already fever hai tere ko, or royegi to tabiyat jyada kharab ho jayegi… Chup kar bacha… Sab thik ho jayega…
She gave her best to make her feel positive towards future… After a while she stopped crying, mom wiped her tears with her dupatta, sana felt blessed to get her as her mom… She couldn't be more thankful to God for giving her such a good people in life who are understanding and supporting her in her ups and downs….
Sana : i love you mumma….
She said and kissed her cheeks, mommy shukla smiled and kissed her forehead and cheeks…. On the same time sid entered with food and tea….
Sid : ye chumma chati mere sath bhi karo na thorhi…
Mom : kyu? thorhi kyu? Teri biwi tereko puri chumma chati ni karti..?
Mom teased them and they both blushed like teenagers, looked at each other with open mouth and than at mom, while mom enjoyed there expressions…
Mom : aise kya dekh rahe tum dono?
Sid : mom yr please stop embarrassing us yr!
Mom : mai kya ki ? Satsang to karne se rahe tum dono akele…
Mom chuckled but sidnaaz were blushing to no end, but mom thought to not embarrass them more, as she did this just to lighten there mood…
Mom : ab kharha rahega ya ise khilayega bhi? Kaise rang fika lag rha hai meri bachi ka…. Beta ache se kha or thik hoja… ❤️
Sid had already served for both of them, he settled on bed beside Sana and made her have a little food as she was feeling like throwing up… But he made sure that she had adequate amount of food and later gave her medicine to control her fever….
Mom sat there with them until sana fell in sleep as she was resting her head in lap of mom…. Sid was just admiring their bond….
Sid : mom chumpy kardo…
He said mom and mom agreed… He picked oil bottle and sat on floor resting back with bed, mom made sana sleep on pillow and massaged sid's head giving him relief 😌…
Mom : teri santokh ji se baat huyi?
Sid : nahi or mai  abhi nahi kar paunga…
Mom : kyu aisa kyu bol rha hai?
Sid : vo sana ko bole ki sab uske karan ho rha hai, karuga unse baat but baad me…