After Bb (COMPLETE)

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"shehnaaz listen to me yr!" sid tried to cool down Sana who was literally throwing whatever came in her hand while making bed before going to sleep…
"shehnaaz!" he pulled her holding her forearm… She placed her one hand on his chest in reaction of his pull while her other hand was still in his hold…
"sidharth dimag matt kharab kr, hath chorh mera" she wiggled in his hands…
"kyu sadh rahi hai faltu me, preeti or jiju bhi married hai or unhe bohot ache se pata hai couples ke bich kya hota hai or smaira bhi unki sagi beti hai, to tujhe itna awkward hone ki jarurat nahi hai" he explained her calmly…
" ha pr vo log humse badhe hai kitne or unhone hume kiss karte dekha hai!" she tried to explain him but stopped as
he cut her words in between…
"kiss karte huye nahi dekha kyuki kiss to huyi hi nahi thi, kiss karne wale the…" hehe explained with the irritation of not getting kissed…
"ha to kya hua? Ho jati to soch or ajib lagta, or waise bhi ab kyu mana rha hai? Pahle to itne drame kr rha tha 'mere pass ni aayi, mujhe attention ni de rahi, teri smaira, tera ye, tera vo!" she mimicked him making him chuckle…
Sana left from there and went inside loo, sid waited for her to come out so he can use loo but when she didn't came he went in his mother's room to use loo to get fresh before going to bed… He came in room and saw his mom reading a novel, he smiled at her and went inside loo… Once he came out his mom asked him to come near her…
Sm : sidharth idhar aa baith!
Sid : yes mom! What happened?
Sm : tujhe dekh kar lagta hi nahi hai tu itna badha ho gya hai
Sid : so what aap bhi to budhi ho gayi ho…
He joked and showed his tounge to her grinning… She held his ear and squeezed tightly…
Sm : notanki kahi ka… abhi bhi mera 5 saal wala sidharth lagta hai mujhe tu…
Sid : ahh sorry mom, chorho dard ho rha hai…
She left his ear and ruffled his hairs..
Sm : tu khush haina?
Sid : ye kaisa question kar rahe ho? Daily soaps kam dekha karo aap!
Sm : shut up sid! Just answer me whatever i am asking you…
Sid : obviously mom am happy with my life…
SM : so what do you think about
marriage?
Sid : well about marriage! It's a great
thing as only because of that I got you, dad and my both sisters and further their partners and smaira… So yah its a good thing to do…
SM : than what about marrying Sana?
Sid : umm I don't think it's a great idea at all mom….
Sm : but sid it was you who had confessed his love for sana than got engaged and now you don't want to marry her!
She said in a angry tone looking Sid who sat there calmly listening to her…
Sid : mom did I said that I didn't want to marry her? I said it's not a great idea, because Sana ka carrier industry me abhi shuru hua hai, sidnaaz fans or shehnazians ka usko bohot support hai, hum dono ka ek decision uske carrier pr bohot bhari padh sakta hai… Uske fans agar uske khilaf chale gaye to again haters badh jayege, jaha tak hum dono ke neutral fans ka sawal hai vo kuch din tak excitement dikhayege fir vo bhi kam hote jayege time ke sath, I know this industry and how it works very well mom… I would definitely gonna marry her but on right time, not any sooner…
SM : hmm thik hai, just do whatever you both feels right for your future, I would just say that always stay together… God bless you both, now go and sleep tomorrow Sana has her shoot nah!
Sid : yeah bye, good night, sweet dreams mom…
He kissed her forehead and left towards his room… He came in room and saw it dark and sana already in sheets sleeping peaceful… He thought not to disturb her sleep and sleep for now… He came on bed and slept beside her resting his one arm on her waist and spooning her from back…
He was unaware of the fact that she was wide awake and was silently crying….
Flashback :-
Sana came out of loo and saw room empty, she thought that sid must have gone in mom's room to get fresh, she tied her hairs and walked in, kitchen to get water bottles, she went in preeti's room and gave one bottle to rhem, than she walked to mom's room to give one bottle to her but her steps freezed on their place as she heard their conversation…
"SM : than what about marrying Sana?
Sid : umm I don't think it's a great idea at all mom…."
She heard their words accidentally but the only few words of their conversation broke her heart to no extent, she didn't had any courage to hear further, she ran into kitchen and placed extra bottle in fridge and came in their room, she kept bottle on side table and herself sat on bed with thud..
Sana : sidharth ne aisa kyu bola ki vo mujhe shadi nahi karna chahta? Kya vo mujhse ab pyar nahi karta? Kahi use meri kisi baat ka bura to nahi lag gya, agar usne mujhe chorhne ke liye bola to mai kya karugi…
She sobbed on only idea of leaving him and living without him… Her plam itself traveled to her mouth to cover it to stop her sobs, she closed her eyes and let her tears fall down freely…
Sana : sab meri galti hai, mujhe maan jana chahiye tha jab vo mana rha tha, hai to Aakhir banda hi, ladki mana karegi to use bura lagega hi… mai kya karugi ab? Use bata du ki maine uski or mumma ki baat sunli hai ya use batane ka moka du? Haye rabba mereya, kuch samjh ni aa rha hai mujhe! Sab galat mere sath hi kyu hota? Mai dono me se ek option bhi choose nahi karna chahti hu, maine pyar kiya hai sidharth se, uske bina to saas bhi na lu mai.. Please waheguru ji mehar karo, sidharth ko samjhao ki vo mujhe na chorhe or mujhse shadi karle, please waheguru..
She sobbed badly, but soon wiped her tears and turned off lights as she heard mom's room's door closing, she moved inside sheet and turned her face in opposite direction of sid's side to hide her hurt face and red eyes and waited for him to come and join her in bed…
Flashback ends…
In morning sana woke up first and
opened her eyes to witness her love of life sleeping peaceful in her arms, his head on her chest and arm around her waist, while her one hand on his hand which rested around her waist and another hand on his head….
She admired his features for a good minutes and than placed a kiss on his forehead and gently came out his hold and went to do her morning business…
Once she was done she came out and picked her phone to call Ken… She asked him about clothes, he assured her and I for that clothes will reach at kaushal's home on time… Later she put her phone on conference call with mehul and kaushal… She informed that she will only shoot at kaushal's home, they will not include any scene from shukla nivas… They didn't asked anything related to change in her idea of including scenes from shukla's house as they knew that they both must had a fight….