After Bb (COMPLETE)

Sana's Breakdown

They all had ice-cream.. While eating icecream sid's shirt gets stain... So he moves to loo to wash it...
SM : beta aaj tum aayi to hame bohot acha laga... Aate rha karo...
Sana : ji aunty ji.. Pakka...
Preeti : waise mai to kehti hu ki permanent hi aajo...
Sid : Abe oye... Kya bol rahi hai... (he said coming there)
Sana : ha.. Ha di aap bhi kya bol rahe ho.... (she said with a little blush) 😳
Preeti : sana tu to rehne de... Sabko pata hai tera... Or ye to kabhi bolega hi nahi.... 😑
Sid : ha nahi bolunga... Kyuki mujhe bolne ki adat nahi hai.. Jisko jo samjhna hai samjho... 😒😒
SM : sidharth tu itna bhadak kyu rha hai beta... preeti to bus yuhi majak kr rahi thi..
Sid : mom yr aapko nahi pata... Ye to majak kr rahi hai but shehnaz ko hurt hoga baad me.... And I don't want that...
Preeti : tu jyada Matt bol sidharth...
Sana : aap dono please mere karan matt ladho... It's ok sidharth mai hurt nahi hu... aap dono please jhagdho matt...
Preeti : don't worry Sana... Hum tumhare karan nahi jhagadh rahe hai... Yahi faltu me muh sadha kr rakhta hai apna...
SM : ab tum dono ladhna band karoge? Itne badhe ho gaye ho ab bhi bacho ki tarha ladhte ho... Sidharth tu ja shehnaz ko hotel chorh aa... uska kal shoot bhi hai... 📸
Sid : chal shehnaz... Chale...
Sana : hmmmmm... By aunty ji.. By dii... Please aap jhagdhna matt... Use gussa aa jata hai bohot jyada... But dekhna jaldi shant bhi hojega...
Preeti : don't worry... Nahi ladhugi... Tum dhyan rakhna apna...
They hugged each other and sana left with sid in his car... Sid was silent on whole way... Soon they reached her hotel room... 🏩
Sid : time se so jana.. Jyada der phone me mattt ghuse rehna... Or Paani piti raha kr...
Sana : sidharth tu gussa kam kiya kr... Aaj achanak se kitna bhadak gaya.. Di ka bhi mood kharab diya tune...
Sid : dekh yr shehnaaz please chup karja... Mujhe iss bare me koi baat nahi karni hai.. Jise dekho rashan pani le kar mere sir pr chadh jata hai.... Nahi bolta mai to iska matlab ye to nahi hai ki mai... He stops there and holds his tounge in his mouth...
Sana : kya matlab nahi? Bol...
Sid : kuch nahi... Tum so jao...
Sana : sidharth agar tu bolega to chota ni hojega... Bolde yr...
Sid : dekh yr shehnaaz.. Tujhe ek baat mai saaf saaf ab bol hi deta hu, fer chahe tujhe acha lage ya bura... Mai na uss time se nikal chuka hu jab pyaar ka matlab I love you bolna hota hai... jaruri nahi jo insan 24 ghante I love you bolta ghume wahi tumse pyaar karta hai...
Sana : to mai konsa keh rahi hu ki tu 24 ghante yahi bolta fire... Ek baar hi bolde... (she said with a lot of ummid in her eyes (kabhi kabhi exact word nahi Yaad aate.. Islie thodha jhel lo mujhe))
Sid : sorry but vo nahi ho sakta... because I don't like to say all this... Or tu bhi ab samajh le iss baat ko.. Tere liye acha rahega... Or jo tu show kr rahi hai uske liye bhi acha rahega... aaj bhi mujhe production house se call aaya tha... VoVo log request kr rahe the ki mai tujhe samjhau ke sara din muh bigadh kr na ghume tu show me... Or Iss week mahi or Jay aayege set pr guest appearance ke liye... To please waha bhi rone Matt baithna...
Sana : sidharth tu aise kyu bol rha hai.. Mai to kabki ache se kar rahi hu show, jabse tune mujhe samjhaya tha...
Sid : ha to aage bhi acha karna.. Sari life mai aa kr tera mood to sahi nahi kr
sakta na... Or ek baat next week tujhse mil nahi paunga... Kyuki mujhe Rajasthan jana for a show... To ab tum khudko sambhalna sikh lo please....
Sana : thik hai... Tu ja or ache se karna show or mujhe videos bhejna.. Mai dekh lugi phone pr... Or tu meri tention na le... Mai bohot strong hu.. Mai sambhal leti hu khudko.. Tujhe to pata hi hai... aaj ke baad tujhe kabhi tang nahi karugi... Pakka promise hai mera... (she said with a painful smile on her face and moist eyes)
Sid was feeling guilty for what he said and the way he reacted to nothing...
Sid : vo Sana.. Actually..
Sana : acha ek baat Maan Le Meri please... Ab Jane se pahle ek baar hug
kar le... Iske baad hum bohot din tak mil nahi payega na isliye...
Sid's heart melts... He was crying inside for hurting her emotions... he couldn't do anything but he hugged her tightly... This time sana showed her strong side... She didn't cried... She rubbed his back to make him calm.... She breaks hug and cups his face in her little hands....
Sana : kullu.. 😄😄😄 Chal ja tu... Mai thik hu.. Or sona bhi to hai.. Warna Fer subha late hojugi...
Sid nods in yes and leaves from there... He was silent... He was lost in thoughts... Aaj jo hua kya vo sahi tha... Kahi Maine jyada overreact to nahi kiya... But sana... Vo kitni strong lag rahi thi emotionally... Kahi uske dil me mere liye emotions kam to nahi ho rahe hai... nahi... Shayad aaj
hadse jyada hi gussa kar diya use Maine... pr mai bhi to nahi chahta na ki vo kuch aisa kare ki jisse uska career kharab ho... Usne life me bohot kuch face kiya hai... MaMai uski kamjori nahi ban sakta.. Agar aaj openly mai keh bhi du ki kya feel karta hu to shayad log hamari age gap ko lekar sana ka majak banayenge or mai uske sath kuch bura hote nahi dekh sakta... Ha Maine jo kiya vo thik tha.. Mujhe mere emotions ko control karna hoga or shehnaz ko bhi strong banana hoga... Yes...
Here sana was lost in her own thoughts... Mujhse judhi har baat pr vo itna gussa ho jata... Agar sabko ham sathme ache lagte hai to meri kya galti hai... Agar mujhe usse pyaar hai to meri kya galti hai... mujhe kabhi kabhi lagta hai ki mai jabardasti to nahi karti usse... Kahi vo meri zid ke karan to nahi jhel rha mujhe... Aaj maine bohot acha kiya jo uske samne royi nahi... Warna Fer mujhpe taras kha kr mujh pr ehsan karta or apne emotions mujhme invest karta... Ab mai khudko or jyada strong banaungi... Or uski kamjori nahi balke takat banugi... Yes....
They both slept lost in eo thoughts... NeNext day started.. Sid woke up late... He just checked his phone for sana's messages and calls ... But for his surprise there was no message and call from her... He called baaz... Baaz tells him that sana is busy in shoot with jay and mahi.. They were shooting a different segment related contestant's feels and thoughts & complaints about paras and sana...
Sana and paras were shooting a segment with jay and mahi, related to contestant's feels and thoughts & complaints about paras and sana...
So I will not gonna discuss about paras part.. As he had gone between the shoot showing his fake and sasta attitude... But sana was continuing shooting because her first priority is her work... Jay and mahi were showing her videos of male contestants where they were saying that sana is not giving that much of attention to them as her heart still belongs to sid and that's why she is unable to focus on them and on show...
Sana got emotional and these lines were suiting her situation...
"TERE ILAWA JAAN GAYE SAB .. TUJHPE MAI KINNA MARDI HA ... TUJHE KAISE PATA NA CHALA KE MAI TENU PYAR KARDI AA "
Jay : to sana tum kya kahogi? I mean do you agree with boys complaints....?
Sana : ha mai agree karti hu... Kyuki mujhe pata hai mai ye... (and she could not control her self from crying... She covers her face with her palms and cries... But she had promised herself to become strong.. She tries to control her tears and again starts speaking) mai darasal ab jyada hi feel karne lagi hu use... Jiske karan mai show pe focus nahi kr pa rahi hu....
Jay : jab aapko pata tha ki aap kisi ke liye itna feel karne lagi ho to show kyu sign kiya tha?
Sana (with her wet eyes and eyelashes 😢) : mujhe laga tha ki ye show bhi bb ke tarha entertainment ke liye hoga... Matlab ye show aise sachi ki shadi wagera se related hoga Maine socha nahi tha...
Mahi : shehnaz! Show ka naam mujhse Shaadi karoge hai or tum keh rahi ho ki tumhe laga hi nahi ki shadi se related hoga....
Sana : nahi matlab Maine socha tha ki mai show ko show ki tarha lugi... Pr ab mujhse nahi ho pa rha hai... Mai kya karu... Mai nahi kr pa rahi hu...
And she totally breaks down.... She couldn't help herself... Mahi stood up from her seat and hugged her and rubs her back to calm down her... But sana was crying badly... She was sobbing... Somehow she gathered some courage and stopped crying... ShShe wiped her face....
Sana : please shoot continue rakho or please ye rone wala scene matt dalna... Warna sabko lagega ki mai kamjor hu... (She said to production team)
Mahi : yr sana please khudko sambhal... Kyuki apna 100% na dekar tu khudko or tere fans ko dhoka de rahi hai...
Jay : or shehnaz aapko pata hai jis insan ke karan aap khudko itna affect kr rahe ho usne kabhi aapke liye apni feelings jahir nahi ki hai...
Sana : ha mujhe pata hai usne nahi bola hai... Or i think agar use feel hua bhi na to bhi vo nahi bolega... VoVo aisa hi hai... Pr chalo koi baat nahi... UsUski jaisi marji... She said with a painful smile on her beautiful face...
Finally her shoot with jay and mahi ended and she went inside bb house...
Here sid was fighting with his feelings... And for his surprise he gets a call from kashmira the dayan aunty ( I know mai apne live me bolti hu ki kisi ko bhi bura Matt bolo.. But iss dayan se meri alag khundas hai... Isne meri sana ko uske b'day pr bura bura bola tha or use rulaya tha... 😡😡)
Kasmira : hi sidharth... Kaise ho aap...
Sid : theek hu... you say!
Kash : actually Maine aapko invite karna tha... Mere or krushna ki wedding anniversary hai... To hum log ne socha bb contestants ko bhi bula lete hain... Aarti was missing you alot... SoSo I thought to invite you also...
Sid : thank you for inviting... Really sweet of you... (he said sarcastically)
Kash : well I forgot to tell you the date... It's on this Saturday and we are celebrating it in evening... Please aana jarur or baki ke details mai tumhe text kr dugi..
Sid : yah I will try to come...
Kash : ok than see u on Saturday...
They cuts call... SiSid was thinking that kash had said that she's inviting all bb contestants it means she'd also invite Sana... So he will get a bahana to meet her... so he asks his manager about his plans on Saturday evening... He gets happy to know that Rajasthan show will end in noon and in evening he is free... So now he can go to kash's party...

Here in msk... Because of sana's break down, she was not happy and because of some reasons she got into fight with baaz also... But latter they solved it... But during fight she was again crying... Her heart was aching badly with the only one thought that now she and sid can never be gonna together... She had to move on.... But as we know.. Hamari sana kitni jaldi apna dukh bhul jati hai... Jaise hi vo Shehbaz ko rote dekhti hai to vo ja kr usse jhappi daal leti hai or hamari favorite bhai behan ki jodi firse ek ho jati hai ...
Week was about to over and here sana was feeling something strange as something bad will gonna happen with her....
Sid was also busy with some shoots related to advertising companies... So he didn't get much time to stay at home... On Saturday early morning he had left for Rajasthan...
Here sana had also came out of msk and she got the news that kash had invited her for their anniversary party.... Sana also gets to know that other hms are also coming... So she was excited to thought that now she will a chance to meet sid, not directly but indirectly (samjh rahe ho na?)
Sana wents for shopping to buy something good for party.. She was doing her shopping when she gets a call from SM....
Sana: namaste aunty ji.. Kaise ho aap...
SM : mai thik hu pr tujhe kya hua hai.. Tu to meri itni strong bachi hai or tujhe achanak kya hua...
Sana : mujhe? Mujhe kuch nahi hua.. Mai to bilkul thik hu...
SM : thik ho! Or vo bhi tum! Jhut kisi or ko bolna.. Maa se kuch nahi chipta... Abhi kaha ho tum?
Sana : mai shopping ke liye aayi thi... Vo aarti ki bhabhi ne invite kiya hai na party me isliye...
SM : acha.. agar time mile to ghar aa jana...
Sana : thik hai aunty mai aajugi... 2 ghante tak aati hu...
After 2 hours she reached sid's home and met with his mother... she spent some time with her and SM tells her to stay strong... It's just a bad time... ❤️⌚