~ chapter seventeen: clarity ~

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we were back again to our normal dynamic

you told me you had an off day

and I didn't press you

because even with the savage and 

bratty facade you wear

for our czennies

with our group

you can't fool me

you keep your feelings in

instead expressing yourself in movement

so as to not contribute to my troubles

kun keeps whining about this,

saying i'm your favorite

and that you treat me the best

I always laugh him off

you truly are exceptional, ten

no matter how much you insist otherwise

I'm convinced that you

are too ethereal 

to be from this turbulent planet

you have this pull

making everyone around you sit up

and notice you

you were my awakening

and I tried to stay away at first

to prevent myself from falling for you

but now,

it's too late

you've enchanted me

and not in a way that I regret

I just wished

that you

would notice 

the pull you have on me too

I missed you

so much

I missed how you'd sing random songs

exclaimed when you nailed a dance move

laughed along with johnny and mark

teased doyoung and kun

now you're back,

back from avoiding 127 and I

you tease lucas and mark

laugh with baekhyun

dance with kai and taemin

and make me feel like the most special

and loved

person in the world

but you are a shadow when alone

I watched you drink your coffee yesterday

the iced americano that I made

it was warm by then,

all the ice had melted

you sat silently

not noticing me watching you

it's been a while since we talked,

held each other,

danced freely

I wish for us both to have clarity

- TY

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