𝕕𝕚𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕟𝕔𝕖 ~ taeten (𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕤𝕚𝕔𝕜 𝕤𝕖𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕤 ~ 𝕦𝕟)

~ chapter eighteen: everything ~

a/n: hi, i'm back. thank you for the 200+ reads!! (I was honestly expecting none, so rly, thank you!)

this is kinda angsty and aBsTRaCt so pls let me know if you think I did well w/ this chapter!

enjoy ~

the pandemic took the world by storm

making us push back any physical plans

yet I found myself travelling like a bee around its hives

back and forth

my hair's a little thinner

'wHeRE iS mY hAiR?',

is what I'm reminded of

when I notice that

but really,

between wayv, nct, and superm

I was wearing myself down

though no one really took notice in practices

because I wore masked up behind:

ten lee,

the savage and horny flirt

or

ten lee,

the happy and cuddly cutie

but you,

you amazed me

and scared me

by how well you could see me then:

ten lee,

the drained and defeated dancer

after not being together for so long

and despite my mood enacting a yo-yo

you pulled me to you one night

when I was too exhausted to even think

you held me tight,

like how I held you before

you whispered comforting things

as I struggled to see my worth,

tears forming crude patterns on my cheeks

and before I fell asleep,

you kissed my forehead,

making my heartbeat race

you said that my eyes were diamonds

too precious and strong for tears to ravage them

you told me that my hair,

not my arm this time,

was like a marshmallow,

too soft to tear in frustration

I could only pray that you didn't feel

the irregular thumping of my heart

as I heard you finally say

those three words

that meant everything to me

- Ten

a/n: what am I doing?

is this cringy? let me know lol. 

until next time ~

- viv