Royalty [NCT bxb Series]

chapter 22

Ten×Johnny

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"I'm sorry, Johnny.. I'm so sorry.."
"Baby, you can't control it. Don't apologise." Ten whimpered and cuddled closer into Johnny's chest. Johnny sighed and dug his head into Ten's neck. "I'm yours, Johnny. I'm always yours. I wouldn't choose anyone else over you, please know that."
"I know. I love you too." After Johnny spoke his soft words, Ten unbuttoned the first five buttons on his shirt and pulled it down to reveal his neck. "Ten, you dont have to... I dont want you to feel like I'm forcing you to do anything."
"Its ok, Johnny. You can."

Johnny put one hand over Ten's neck and tugged on the skin then watched it snap back. "I won't. It's not as if you owe me anything."
"But-"
"No buts." Johnny shushed the younger before tracing his sides. "I've told you before, it's fine. Your body needs it."
"I feel terrible. I feel like I betrayed you." Johnny sighed and kissed Ten's lips softly, reassuringly. "You did no such thing."
"B-but I was away for two weeks."
"You had to." Johnny sighed and kissed Ten's temples reassuringly

Ten had just finished his heat and heats are particularly bad for him. His temperature rockets and his needs are uncontrollable. He would wake up on the first day of his heat and practically scream at the pain and need to be fucked until he's unconscious. The main problem was that Johnny isnt ready to have sex with him yet. So they've come to an agreement:
Ten can stay with other alphas on his heat.

Why was Johnny ok with this? He actually wasnt. He just let it happen because he understood that Ten desperately needed it and he wasnt ready to provide. He wished Ten didn't get heats so he wouldn't be without him for two whole weeks and know that he's with another man. The fact that Ten also felt bad afterwards some what comforted Johnny because then he knew that Ten would rather be with him.

"Johnny.. what do you want from me..?"
"Nothing. Ten, just shut up and let me cuddle you. I've missed you so much." Ten smiled and put his head into the elders warm chest, inhaling his strong scent before snuggling closer to Johnny, leaving his scent on him. "Ten~ are you scenting me again?" Johnny asked with a big smile on his face.
"Yeah."
"Why?" Johnny laughed slightly.
"Because you can't scent me.. and I want people to know we belong together; you're mine and I'm yours." Johnny laughed even more.
"In that case, I dont need to scent you. You already have scars in your neck from my teeth and each vampire has a different bite pattern like finger prints." Ten smiled before kissing Johnny rather forcefully. Johnny pulled away almost immediately after feeling the force of the kiss. "Still needy, baby?" Johnny asked making Ten whine. "Can you do it yourself?" Ten shook his head apologetically. "Cuddle me again, baby. Your need should go back down."

Ten would find someone else to satisfy his needs but he wanted Johnny and didn't know where Taeyong was. He eventually gave in and decided to look for another male. "I-I'll find someone.." Ten mumbled, sitting up. The last thing Ten wanted was to make his mate uncomfortable by being whiny and needy around him when they both knew that he wasnt ready. "No."
"No?"
"I want to spend today with you. Please don't go to anyone else." Johnny begged holding Ten's arm making his heart crack at the purity of his wish. Ten pouted, feeling his need grow.

"But I need it, Johnny. I don't want to force anything on you."
"I bought you something. It should help." Johnny sat up and pecked Ten's lips before going to the draws and retrieved an item which he gave to Ten. "Open it." Johnny instructed. Ten opened the box shakily and saw what was inside.
"You dont like the fact that I need to be with another for two weeks."
"Why would I?"
"This will work for days like today when the need isnt too strong but by itself, this is not enough to satisfy me on heats."

Johnny sighed and Ten looked down, holding the toy in his hand. He felt terrible that he had to do this to the one he loved the most, especially because he wasnt ready either. His muscles tensed as he gulped feeling his eyes water. "Tennie~ talk to me. What's on your mind?" Johnny asked, holding the younger in a firm embrace. "I-I'm not ready either... I'm not ready to have sex with you.. with anyone yet but it hurts so much and the need is too bad to ignore.. whenever I'm with the other alpha, it's like I'm hurting you and myself. Physically, I'm satisfied but you have to be with me so I'm emotionally satisfied too! I'm not ready but I'd rather spend my heats with you, but you're not ready either. I hate doing this to you Johnny."

Ten dropped the toy and sobbed into Johnny's chest. Johnny's fingers gently stroked through Ten's hair whilst shushing him calmly. "I love you, baby boy.. I love you so much." Johnny repeated as whispers into Ten's ear, reassuring him. "Are you ok now, my love?" Johnny asked after Ten's sobs had died down. Ten nodded and held Johnny tighter.

After a while, they sat on their bed, cuddled against each other with a blanket over them whilst they watched some drama on Netflix. Ten had since used the toy Johnny gave him after there was a mild sex scene, getting easily aroused by it from the remnants of his heat. Johnny found it cute how flustered he got.

"I'm sorry~" Ten mumbled, getting stiff and uncomfortable rather suddenly. Johnny chuckled and held the younger's waist. "Am I.... is this making you uncomfortable?" Ten asked concerned. Johnny laughed before hugging Ten tighter and kissing his cheek. "If I was uncomfortable, I wouldn't be holding you like this. Do you want to transform? I remember you mentioning that the need is a little bit less in wolf form." Ten hummed in agreement before turning around in Johnny's arms to kiss him once more before transforming.

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Johnny tenderly caressed the black fur that coated Ten's wolf body as it lay in between his legs, leaning into the soft touch. "Ten.. try to sleep. You've tired yourself out today~" Johnny said gently to the other. Ten glared at Johnny before going back to watching the TV. "Please? I'm tired and I wanna sleep next to you." Ten reluctantly nodded knowing that vampires don't need to sleep as often as other creatures so when they do, they're really tired and wont wake up. Johnny smiled and hugged Ten as he fell sideways pulling Ten with him. "Dont fucking glare at me again." Johnny giggled before turning off the lights and TV.

"Ten.. your eyes are still open.. go to sleep." Johnny whined, hugging Ten's waist. Ten found this position uncomfortable in wolf form because his tail always got in the way and Johnny would end up laying on it which wasnt very pleasant at all. Ten allowed himself to shift back into human form and roll over into Johnny's chest. "You were on my tail." Ten complained as he snuggled closer into Johnny "sorry~" Johnny apologized. A gentle kiss landed on Ten's forehead and a soft 'good night' was whispered before they both fell asleep.