{1} Falling in love

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Imagine...

Falling in love

Can someone just love a person anymore. I don't think they can. I have never seen real love. So how do I know what to look for. Dose anyone? Do you?

I think I'm in love.

Has someone ever really loved someone else, or are they just so infatuated with them that they have to be there for them. They make (false) promises that they (won't) plan to complete. They have to live up to the promises they made, and now are in this deep dark hole of trouble that they promised they wouldn't leave. Just so they could feel love. Or give them the love they have.

What is "love" in the end.

Because you love them so much right? You would do anything for them.(anything?) You would live for them.(even if you wanted to die?) You would die for them.(even if you wanted to live?) You would take care of them.(even if you can't take care of yourself?) You would be there for them, even if they didn't want you? The way you want them.(wanted)

Do you want them?

I love them.

Or do I really love them?

Do I love thought of loving someone so much that I'm forcing myself to love them? How do I find out the answer to that? I think after you die you find the answers. Or not... maybe you don't find anything at all. You just die with the thought of how you could have been. That perfect thing you wanted.

Love.

Maybe thats the lie... so that means the promise you made to them... they could all be lies? All of them! Don't deny it because you know it too.

Don't lie to me. We are friends right? Friends don't lie.

You just want to be in love. You don't know how to fall into it like the shows, movies, books, legends... etc. So can you sit here and listen? Listen to me tell you my truth...

I don't know how to love either... so it's okay. I want you to find out with me. I want you to listen to my story so you can find your way to love. I want you to be okay so we can all love in the end. Before death.

Or we could die...

...and take the chance to find out what's next in life... no, in death?

We can imagine the thought of love together.

I love you. You don't have to love me though. I just want you to be loved the way I want to be loved.

Wednesday, January 13

-Isis-

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