Imagine

{4} Cold

Imagine

Being cold. Colder than some of the coldest gasses, and minerals in the world (I know you can't. What if you wanted to though..)

Think about this.
You walk out into the world, and for some reasons today is just extremely cold? Slowly your limbs get numb, and your face gets cold. This making you shiver uncontrollably, but you continue to stand there, not moving. Not really phased. Soon enough.. your blood cells slow down, and start to give you that ice like feeling. You can even taste the cold air, as it goes through your lungs, still chilled, and foggy. You start to get extremely tired, and your eyes start to blink slower, and slower. Every moment you make is changed because of the speed in matter in your body. Eventually you get to the point of your body freezing completely. You fall asleep because you're going into a type of 'hibernation'. Ones you are so, cold that you freeze, you could be broken at any touch. So cold that you are now a block of ice, drifting off into who knows where. Sleeping in a frozen state of nothingness.

I want to try that. I can't, but I want to. I want to freeze. I like the cold. I like the feeling of numbness. When I get snow, I'm most likely the first person outside on my street. Sometimes I go out there with just a t-shirt, and sit on my porch. I hope that my mom doesn't find my, so I can sit out there for hours in the cold. Normally she does, and she yells at me, but it's worth it. To get that numb feeling. Thats worth it...

Yeah some people don't want to feel the iced feeling. Some people don't like the cold at all, but wouldn't you want to try, NOT being able to feel? Just being frozen, so you couldn't feel anything anymore. I'm a very emotional person, but to imagine no feeling... that sounds amazing. I wouldn't have to feel so, drained anymore. (Yeah I'll say that)

Do you like the cold? It's one of my favorite things.

Saturday, January 16

-Isis-