Imagine
Detachment
So you have been struggling a lot Lately. Things where very hard, and not going well. You started doing things you would regret but eventually they didn't mean anything anymore. Not you needed to do something that would work. Something that would make you have feeling, other then death.
One day you had enough. Everything going on in life was far to horrid, and the people you had there were to much. Not that you didn't want them there but you gave up. Loving was all of a sudden to hard. Caring was all to different. And talking was all to painful. Instead of communicating your feelings to the people who want you around, you decide to block everyone, on everything, and delete all apps that have any connection to them. Now you're alone, with no one left. You didn't even explain to them, why this happened. Now, that you're here, what's next? Is there some kind of goal after you're stuck like this? Or are the questions sometimes to hard to answer when you overthink..
Start over? Or end it all. All the important people are gone now, so nothing to do. No one to care, but also you lost the ability to care. Wait, when do you really lose those feelings? Is there a day you think everything will be lost..
I have a day I think it will end. Maybe it will end.
Finally, don't have the extra voices to worry. You've decided to detach the good people, and stayed in the environment with the fake people. Great.
Friday, January 29
-Isis-
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