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skip this. or not idm i just felt shitty today (i feel shitty all the time) and i just wanted to project onto kokichi for a while. dont worry! after this i have one that i've already wrote to upload - i just need to edit it now :PP anyways have fun reading this.. mess.. or going on the next chapter. remember, you are loved by me!!

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🚨🚨mention of kaede's death

Shuichi Saihara > Kokichi Ouma

Shuichi Saihara: ouma kun? where have you been all day?

Shuichi Saihara: i js thought my day was kinda empty and then i remembered you

Kokichi Ouma: oh hey shumai!! what are you doing, talking to me?? pfft have you come to beg the supreme leader for your life ;>

Shuichi Saihara: no. i've come to ask you if there was something wrong today?

Shuichi Saihara: anything on your mind?

Kokichi Ouma: no no no! you should just hang out with everyone else. i'm perfectly fine shumai :DD a ok!

Shuichi Saihara: i dont believe you

Kokichi Ouma: why ever not? is it because... you think im lying? ;)

Shuichi Saihara: yeah

Shuichi Saihara: you... i feel like i'm getting you slowly. it's been a few days since we've been stuck here and lots of things have happened so i guess ive kinda understood you

Kokichi Ouma: well, your deductions are wrong >:< i'm okay, okay? i just... didnt feel like talking with anyone thats all

Shuichi Saihara: why is that?

Kokichi Ouma: well... you've got it easy yk? lots of friends still, people like you, but i have to make everyone hate me and sometimes it just feels..

Kokichi Ouma: i just feel really lonely

Shuichi Saihara: thats how i felt too. u know when kaede died

Kokichi Ouma: you dont have to talk about it if it makes you feel sad

Shuichi Saihara : i can talk about it for you. ur special and the way ur feeling right now is so valid

Kokichi Ouma: lol but no one wants to hear about my dumb depressing shit. they probably all think it's just lies anyways. no one believes when im sad.

Shuichi Saihara: im pretty sure i will listen to it. after all, i am the ultimate detective and although im not very good at it i can probably help you with ur feelings.

Kokichi Ouma: my feelings are all fabricated. im just trying to make myself look interesting.

Shuichi Saihara : kokichi. do you think my feelings when kaede died in front of me were fake?

Kokichi Ouma: ...

Shuichi Saihara : ur feelings arent fake. ur allowed to feel u know? everyone does it but urs is also as important as theirs. ur feelings are so precious and its my duty to take care of them

Kokichi Ouma: well, im probably just ruining ur day by being all negative. you dont need someone like me leaning on your shoulders for help

Shuichi Saihara : u really arent ruining my day. in fact u talking to me about this stuff makes me feel happier because it means ur so much braver to be able to talk to me.

Kokichi Ouma: im not? so you can just listen to me rant about anything?

Shuichi Saihara: i'd do it happily.

Kokichi Ouma: this is weird... why would you listen to me? no one else does

Shuichi Saihara : you don't deserve to be feeling all this pain alone. you know what, you can be with me

Kokichi Ouma: ...like as friends? real friends?

Shuichi Saihara: of course. i'm trying to make sure we're all friends, yk? no body will have to lose their lives over stupid fights or suffer in silence by themselves. and i had a feeling you dont like murder

Kokichi Ouma: wahhh saihara chan you really know how to read people like a book! guess this comes in free with the 'ultimate detective package'

Shuichi Saihara: aha thanks... remember tho, i care, ok? i'll care about you, 'kichi, if no one else will.

Kokichi Ouma: :((

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