I am so so sorry (Author's note explaining where I've been)

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Hey. It's me. I'm so so sorry this story isn't updating. I get MHA burnout really easily, and while that's no excuse for not updating, I physically cannot move my fingers to type the rest of chapter four out. 

There's been a lot going on for me recently, and writing has been really really hard...

Firstly, I'm in eighth grade. High school applications and grades are becoming pretty important for me, especially as a creative kid. I'm auditioning for an arts school and that's been consuming a lot of my time. It's a lot of fun, but being an introvert and a theatre kid is difficult sometimes.

Secondly, my mom might loose her job. We're not entirely sure what's going on with that, and I am legally not allowed to talk about it. All I know is that she might loose her job, and we might have to move because of it. 

Thirdly, my mental health has been going down the drain recently. My depression kind of just popped out and said "Hi! You have an audition next week that you need to prepare for? Oh, and a story you haven't updated in weeks? And I was lenient enough to let you have friends? Oh no, no, no. This isn't allowed." So, yeah. Self-harm urges are back in full, anxiety attacks are on a roll, and I am 60% I might be age regressing (and have been for the past six months). So there's no motivation there. At all.

And fourth, I have absolutely no direction for the story. I had an idea, wrote it and ran with it, but at some point I realized I needed something to go off of when writing. So I made a plot diagram and realized I need time to figure out what I wanted to do with this. 


So this isn't on hiatus, nor is it on hold, but it is going to have incredibly slow updates. Chapter four only has 583 words right now, nowhere near enough for an update. I try to write at least 1200 before posting, so this might take a while.

I'm sorry, I hope that you can forgive me.

~Remy

PS: (sorry) I've been trying to get out of my slump by writing for Undertale AUs, so that's a thing that may or may not appear when/if I get it done

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