okay. so it has been a long while since i have updated and i thought that i should at least give ya'll a heads up. I am about to be fifteen in July so yay almost at my permit in a year and a few months. So I am just waiting for things to happen. I am still a virgin. THANK GOD! i do not want to be one of those little hoes that run around with like 5 kids and are still in high school. I relapsed the day before yesterday and they are actually healing pretty quickly. They aren't that bad because they are not that severe. I love my friends and I will be there for anyone in the end. I think that if anyone needs someone to talk to that you should kik me while i still have a kik. My kik is mmayhugh2011. I don't know what is up with 2011 dont ask it is just part of my email and is easy to remember. Just know that i am always here. No matter who you are we will be friends unless you bring drama into my life depending on what kind of drama. If just know that you are not alone and you have me when you feel most alone. There shouldn't be anymore suicides even though most like as you read this there will be a suicide attempt. There are over 2000 attempts a day and at least 84 a day. It is a horrible truth but we must face it. We need to make it to where there is not ANY more because life is a beautiful thing that shouldn't be taken away at such a young time.
Okay updates on me. I am dating a really sweet guy who 3 years ago held his girlfriend while she died bleeding to death from suicide and i really like him. he has been through a lot more than i have but he understands me. We talk to each other and we do our best to be there for each other when we need the other. School is about to end so i better hop off of this. kik me please!!!!!!! you all mean so much to me.
