Hi. I'm Madison Mayhugh and this is my story.
Well, when I was a baby, I was very spoiled. I got anything I wanted. I'm about to be in 8th grade.
Well, my story begins in 4th grade. When I moved to Bristow Elementary School. I was the wierd kid, but I had friends. I got good grades A/B honor roll.My mom critisized me a lot. I took it personal, but I survived.
In 5th grade, I dated around and I got bullied because of it. I was called bitch, slut, whore, anorexic, baleemik, stupid, ugly, and fat, I was called baleemik and anorexic because I was skinny. I was called stupid even though I was on honor roll again. I threatened to kill myself to my class. I was yelling and crying and I had to get assessed at life skills. They weren't worried so I didn't go anywhere. At one point in the middle of recess this girl, pushed me to the ground and pinned me. While I was pinned, she slapped me over and over. My mom critisized me even more than 4th grade. I survived through the bullying.
In 6th grade I was picked on, but not bullied. My mom critisized me even more and I developed a low self esteem. I survived with A/B grades. I quit choir. Two weeks after I quit choir, Bristow's music teacher died. Spencer Wills. You will be missed. It hit me hard because he killed himself. I never really got over it. But who does just get over a death? I lived to see another year.
In 7th grade, everything went wrong in my opinion. My mom critisized me like there was no tomorrow. She said this was the time to get over my past. Well, it didn't quite work. People picked on me and with my mom critisizing me, it just became too much for me. So in September, I overdosed. I went to Rivendell for two weeks. Then in November I confessed that I was having the thoughts again and got put in CCSU. I went to CCSU on my dad's birthday and my mom says I ruined his birthday. I cried myself to sleep that night.
In December, I started to burn myself. I done 6 times by February, then stopped. In March I was sad because on March 7th is the one year anniversary that Mr. Wills died. In April I started to cut. April 27th- 5 times. April 28th - 3 times. I have done it several times after that. Today is June 4th. I have not done it since May 29th.
I have made it this far and so can you. I plan on going on with my life and let the past be the past. If someone you know is going through a rough time help them because you dont know how long they will be able to hold on without it. I needed help but my mother just thought i did it all for attention so I never got the help i need from family i got my help from my friends. So if someone you know needs help with something, HELP them. You never know how long you have them in your life. They may take themselves or someone else will take them, keep everyone close to your heart. no matter if they are mean to you.
SO AGAIN: I'M MADISON MAYHUGH AND THIS IS MY STORY.
