Adam Levine? He's my dad

Chapter 12

Adam’s POV:

Uh, I hate the daylight.

“I wish you could stay,” I whisper to her ears, after she wakes up. “Adam, please, I don’t like to be the one who is always being argued by your daughter,” she starts to weep. Every tear that roll down her cheeks stabs me inside. “What if we just tell the truth about us?” I ask. “It’s too late, I guess. There’s nothing else we can do right now. I’m sorry. I ruined your family so bad,” she continues crying on my bare chest. “Honey, please don’t cry anymore,” I wrap around her securely. This time I don’t want to let her go.

“I should go, now, Adam,” she asks me to let her go. “I don’t want to, Chris. I love you,” I feel like dying when she says she want to go. I hate it when she slips out of my fingertips. “Please, honey,” she begs, crying much more. I hate seeing her cry. I hate it so much. Finally, I let her go, and I can feel my life is going to be over.

I prepare myself to send her to the airport. If I can, I would never want to. I hate seeing the one I love leaving.

Suddenly I notice there’s a book on the bed. “Hey, is this yours? What book is this?” I ask showing her the book. “Yeah, it’s some piece of old junk. Could you help me throw it?” she says without looking up at me because she’s too busy packing up things.

I flip the pages of the book.

“Never mind, I’ll keep it,” I say, smiling. “Whatever you want, honey,” she pulls her luggage out of the room. I help her with her things and follow her outside.

This one’s gonna stop her from leaving. Trust me.

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Amanda’s POV:

After I’ve done my morning shower, I put on my bathrobe. I feel all my pain and anything had gone away. I think they have gone. Great! This is gonna be really great. I throw myself on the bed but suddenly my head hits something.

Ouch, it’s a book. It looks more like a diary. My curiosity keeps pushing me to read it.

Okay, let’s see what’s inside.

I flip the first page. I guess it’s Christina’s diary. Oh god, why is this stuff laying around in my room? Is it walking by itself? It must be dad. I won’t change my mind. NEVER.

But it wouldn’t be wrong to read what she did think about me. What if she talked bad about me in her diary? It can be.

The first page is a page with a picture of my dad and her intertwining hands. Uh.

Adam Levine. He’s sure a gentle and nice and caring and charming and wonderful and um… what else? He’s perfect. I think I’m lucky to know him, since being ‘The Voice’ judges. He can be quite flirty sometime but I know he likes me. Is it enough to support why I love him so damn much?

He always took me for a beautiful date and I don’t want to lose him, really. I love him so much and I need him in my life.

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He asks me to marry him in the studio just now. I mean, he PROPOSES me!

God. THIS IS SURE THE CRAZIEST THING EVER! Being proposed by the guy you love the most is something that is really like INDESCRIBABLE. With him, I don’t think much so I just accept. Who ever want to miss the chance to be with the one you love the most? Of course not!

But it turns out bad when my parents think Adam’s such a bad guy. They said Adam is going to tear my life apart. No, he’s not! He’s the kindest, the greatest man in the world. They don’t want me to marry him. So I’ll keep myself locked in the room and cry as hard as I can. Mom and dad don’t even understand me. I feel fucked up enough.

I love Adam so much. I love him so much!

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He asks me to elope. I don’t think this is quite a dirty idea but anyway, I don’t think much. I want to be always with him. I want him to be mine. ALWAYS.

So, to make a long story short, we eloped and started a brand new life.

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Wait. What? They ever get married? Stupid. I can’t believe it!!!

My heart starts to pound so bad to know the next thing after this and starting to reveal about my mom that I miss a lot.

Is Christina Aguilera my mom?

The question hits me a lot in my mind. Never mind, I need to keep reading. I flip the next page.

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Great news! I’m pregnant! Having a baby is awesome but they said giving birth is painful. I don’t know if I could ever survive to deliver this baby. Adam is so happy hearing this. He takes a great care on me. I think I am the luckiest girl in the world because he is always by my side, treating me right.

They said it’s a baby boy so Adam listed a lot of boy’s name and it’s quite funny! Like, Jesse or Kyle or Billie or something. Can you imagine when all the names meet the end name Levine? Crazy!

But, I believe that it’s a girl in my stomach now. I know it’s a girl.

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Giving birth is sure painful. I thought I’m gonna die. But god still loves me I guess. I safely gave birth to a baby girl.

And we did argue about her name. I hate arguing with him but finally he lets me win. Adam’s such a thoughtful man. One of the reason why I don’t want to let him go. NEVER.

We named her Amanda Levine. Isn’t that a sweet name? I’m gonna take care of her even I need to spend my life for it. She’s a gift.

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Oh my god, it’s me. She’s giving birth to me? I… I hardly believe it. I start to shed tears on my cheeks. My tears are now uncontrollable, rolling down my cheeks. Suddenly, a picture of dad and Christina carrying a baby, I guess it’s me, and they seem really happy in here. I can’t believe that the one that I always hurt, the one that I hate the most, the one that I always talk bad about, the one is I always insult is the one who gave birth to me. She’s my MOM. I frown, crying for my stupidity of kicking my own mom out of my life.

I’m regretting it but then I keep flipping the next pages.

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I’m starring the main on the movie Burlesque. But Adam looks like he hates me in the movie. Maybe he thought I look like some kind of bitch in the movie but come on! It’s just a movie! I hate it when he said he doesn’t want to go to the Burlesque Premiere.

And after that we keep fighting, even the smallest thing! I’m sick of fighting as well as I hate fighting with the one I love. I guess our family is having a total breakdown and we can’t even help with it.

 We divorced.

But the thing that I care the most is Amanda. Can she survive by herself without her mom? I am totally a wreck, a failed mom.

I’m sorry, honey.

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I put my palm on my face as tears are rolling, unstoppable. My heart is screaming for help. I’m drowning in my own stupidity, my own dumbness.

God, what should I do now?

I take my phone and dialed Brit’s number.

“Brit, you gotta help me!” 

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Time for A/N : Sorry for these stupid recent chapters! I think this is not the best of it. Dunno why my mind can't give the best. Anyway, send me a response! I want to see how stupid these things are! :D