The very first thing I ever noticed within my first day being in the guild was that it was always full of drama. People talking about personal problems, arguing with others, talking about the need to find love in an online game, and more arguments. I mean at first, it was still fine. I could still handle it but after two weeks into it, I started to become annoyed from all the drama. There were some times I just went to another server to do what I needed to do in the game, but I missed talking to people from the guild so I would eventually go back.
Kidinisu or Kidi or Kid is one of the people who was usually involved in those drama. Right now, I don't really hate her as a person. It's just that I hate all the actions she took. I mean, I probably should have more patience dealing with a 13 years old girl who is very bipolar, and I did. I mean, I didn't get bothered at first, but over time, I started noticing that things were getting worse. Some people were getting tired of all the drama.
The thing that I hated most is that she would calmly anger someone or bully someone and not care at all. There were many instances where the guild is very quiet then all of a sudden as soon as she logs in, arguments would start. I tried my best not to get involved with them, but there were some actions she took that I just thought were despicable and unacceptable.
I think the moment that really pushed me to my limit was when her bestfriend online, Cherishme2000 or Cher as I usually called her, suddenly logged off and was getting depressed. There's a lot of things a game and people in it can do to people playing it. I mean, it must sound weird that someone can get depressed over a game, but it is possible and it does happen in a lot of games.
I found out that she was depressed and was thinking about deleting her character due to reasons I should not say. Here's Cher logging off thinking about deleting her account, and here's Kidi acting like it doesn't even concern her. It doesn't even faze her. It was like she doesn't care at all about her bestfriend.
For me, a bestfriend should have been there trying to talk to her and cheering her up, online or physically. It did not matter if you knew what was happening if you are not going to do anything about it. It just ticked me off that Kidi, who was supposed to be the first one to care, did not care at all. That was it.
Something switched inside me and I pointed out in the guild chat that she wasn't doing anything. Heck, she even said she wasn't going to try to talk to her. That she would let her bestfriend make her own decision. Sure, that was acceptable but not even talk to her? What? That didn't make sense in my head.
Knowing that nothing was going to be done from her part, I had to do my own part. It didn't matter to me whether Kid knew her more than me. All that mattered was that someone needed to be there and if I could then I would do it. So I did.
Before and after that day, more drama ensued. Several people started to quit the game. I was at that point where I just wanted to quit. And probably, I am quitting the game slowly as I am typing this. I haven't logged in for two days which is huge since I'm always online every day even if it is just for about thirty minutes.
The drama in the guild would soon lead to it being disbanded but that's for another story.
