Sitting alone in his room, with all the lights turned off but one, his laptop screen, Ushijia Wakatoshi was on the floor mesmerized with what he is seeing on the screen. Two naked men, embracing each other in the most unusual ways, made the sixteen year old Ushijima tingling in his pants. He was alone in the house but he still locked his bedroom door just to be sure no one can come inside. He took off his pants and his underwear, seeing his penis bigger than ever. He got hard. Watching gay porn. This was the moment the young boy realized that he is attracted to the same gender.
As the time went by, he noticed that his family wasn't really happy with same sex couples so he decided never to say a word to them. And never to have a relationship with a man. Soon enough he was excepted to college, something he never thought he will be able to do. His first year was hard, he was studying law after all. Since he was always having trouble figuring out how to express his feelings, he was shy and quiet most of the time. Being always focused on school and doing everything just to make his parents happy, he didn't really have the time to learn how to socialize, so he was awkward most of the time and didn't know about a lot of things.
Feeling a bit free in his second year of college, he began to understand the world bit by bit, so one night, while being alone in his apartment he remembered that night when he was looking at his erection and the gay porn. He remembered that it felt good, great to be honest. He took the laptop and googled gay porn and clicked on the first video he saw. The men on the screen where on the bed, one over the other kissing slowly with their backs facing the camera. They where kissing at first and than the man on the top slowly sat on the others erection moaning softly. At this point Ushi was already rock hard.
The guy on the top started to move slowly kissing his lover as well. To Ushi this scene was beautiful, he wanted to be the guy at the top, pleasing his boyfriend while he moved his hips in circles and jumping a bit. Ushi moved closer to the screen to get a better look at what the bottom guy was doing so he started to copy it, he was on his knees, moving his hips up and down, left and right. At one moment he closed his eyes and started to stroak his erection moaning loudly. This was a new feeling for him. He felt so good that his ass started to hurt and he released in his hand after a while. He was lying on the floor looking at the screen, the men on the screen where still doing it, a bit harder and faster than before changing the positions. Still breathing heavily, Ushi sat on the floor and looked as some more videos wanting to feel even better. He couldn't let go of his erection the whole time and soon enough he spent the whole night watching porn and shooting his cum at the screen three more times. He was exhausted and missed his class in the morning but he didn't care. He was happy that he could finally enjoy himself even though he felt a bit lonely doing it all by himself. He did try to touch his hole as well but it hurt too much. And one thing he realized while watching was that all the bottoms had one thing in common. All of them had waxed asses, and his was all natural.
When he woke up a few hours later he decided to look up for the reasons why he couldn't do what he wanted, but all the answers where much different than from what he expected. He needed lube and not his ass waxed, yet he still wanted to have a nice and clean ass as all the other bottoms he saw. He found a couple places and decided to go to the nearest one.
As Ushi got to the place he was looking for and got in, he noticed that the hallway is filled with girls his age, some maybe younger. The hallway was all red, pink and white, a bit to girly for his taste but it didn't really matter. He just wanted to get this over with. Soon enough he noticed that more people came in, he saw the employee call the girls in, one by one, and when they got out, they all looked really confident and happy. As the time went by, the hallway was filled with less and less people, and Ushi was too shy to ask the lady who worked at the salon when can he get in. Soon enough, Ushi was left alone in the hallway, he was sitting and getting more nervous than before. But he didn't want to leave. He wanted to do this today.

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Love made from wax
RomansaYoung Ushijima discovered his true nature but only years later he decided to accept it and find more about himself. Will he need someone to help him with it? cover art : @caravaggia13 on Instagram