EXO Series [On Hold]

~ 1st Half Epilogue: Bewildering Dilemmas

~ 1st Half Epilogue: Bewildering Dilemmas

Keru’s Prespective

Naliligo ako sa sarili kong dugo,  pain has been taking over my body…eto ba ? eto ba ang parusa sa lahat nang nagawa ko? Well I guess I deserve all of these.

Kung bibigyan pa ako nang isa pang pagkakataon mabuhay tapos nito? Itatama ko ang lahat. I would make a happier ending for this story kahit mawala ako.

Kaye’s Prespective

I’m watching them. I can hear her scream and shout in pain, she deserves it. Ginusto niya yan, panindigan niya.

She took my everything, lagi nalang si Keru, si Keru , si Keru. Including Luhan

Alam niya kung gano ko kagusto at kamahal si Luhan pero what did she do? Kinuha niya parin sakin, lahat nalang sakanya,  never may natira sakin.

She used to be my favorite person in the world but things change…time passes by…feelings dissapear. Now it’s the opposite.

I can feel something wet in my cheeks while I was watching my boys beat her up, ha.ha.ha.ha, SHIT.  

No. I cant cry over her again. Hindi ako mahina, hindi na ako si Kaye na katulad nang dati. Hindi na ako yung Kaye na bestfriend niya.

If I could turn back time? I would never be her bestfriend, and I would never let her take him again.

Sehun’s Prespective

I never wished to do this, hindi ko ginustong magyare toh.

Dahil sakanya kaya ko nagagawa lahat nang toh, and I cant afford to lose her.

Minahal ko siya nang sobra-sobra, hanggang ngayon.

When I thought everything was perfect and everything was just fine…in a blink of an eye, I lost everything…including her.

If I have a time machine?I’d go back in time and I would never hurt her like I did before, I will never leave her like I did before and most especially…I would do everything in heaven’s sake just to keep her with me even if that means hurting my own brother.

Luhan’s Prespective

From: Unknown Number

Say goodbye to your princess, Luhan dear >:)

XOXO

Kinabahan ako sa nabasa ko. Sino toh? And could she know kung nasaan si Monique?

I passed the massage to everyone. Lalo kaming lahat kinabahan  sa susunod na text

From: Unknown Number

Right now? Your precious little princess is burning to death. I’m sorry, my condolences. BTW, she said goodbye and she loves you. Hugs and Kisses Luhan dear.

XOXO

Namutla ako sa nabasa ko. Nabitawan ko yung phone ko, sumunod ang katawan ko. Napaluhod ako sa sahig, and tears fell from my eyes.

Napapikit ako.

“Luhan…”nilapitan ako ni Sachi. She was also crying “Luhan? Bakit? Nakit na ba si—“

“She’s gone.”Nanlamig din bigla ang paligid, suddenly silence filled the air.

If only I can change the past? Kung maibabalik ko lang si Monique? I promise…I promise that I will change everything that happened. If only I could go back in time…I would never keep on liying and be brave enough to face the truth.

Author’s Prespective :

Minsan sa buhay nang isang tao may darating na problema. Maliit man ito o malaki problema parin ito at gagawin natin ang lahat malutas lang yun.

Minsan din sa buhay nang isang tao pag-dumarating ang problema ay kinakailangan nating mamili at isugal ang mga bagay-bagay na importante satin.

And sa pamimiling ito…we often make bad or wrong decisions. Maraming gustong itama ito at ibalik ang nakaraan para gumawa nang better decisions. But

We cant do anything about it anymore…all we can do is remember the past and think about the what if’s. That’s why some people say ‘time is gold’ because…you can never ever take back time.

Hindi mo rin kasi alam minsan yung mga maling desisyon mo pa pala ang magpapaayos nang future mo. You can never tell.

May mga bagay na kahit gusto mo kailangan mong bitawan.

Minsan para hindi makasakit nang iba, iiwan mo yung taong mahal mo ang tawag don pagkakamartyr.

May mga taong kahit napapasaya ka kailangan mo iwasan.

Minsan may mga taong dadating sa buhay mo at ang taning magpapasaya sayo ay mahalin mo sila pero minsan yung mga tao rin yung dahilan kung bakit naiyak ka, pero wala kang magagawa ginusto mo eh, ang tawag don pagpapaka tanga.

May mga desisyon na dapat gawin kahit napipilitan.

Kahit nga ayaw mong iwasan at bitawan yung mahal mo eh kailangan. Kahit napipilitan ka lang magdedesisyon ka parin na iwan yung mahal mo, kahit makasakit ka pa nang nararamdaman nang iba. Ang tawag don pagpapaka-manhid

At may mga pagkakataon na kapag ginawa mo ang gusto mo , ikaw ang mahihirapan dahil may mga bagay na kapag pinagpipilitan, sa huli, ikaw rin ang masasaktan.

Minsan kung san tayo tanga dun tayo masaya at minsan kung saan tayo masaya dun maraming kontra bida.

Minsan kung san tayo masaya dun maraming problema.

Si Keru, Luhan, Kaye at Sehun. They all made the wrong decisions, ngayon gusto nilang ibalik ang nakaraan at itama ang mga mali nila.

Si Keru, nagawa niyang magsinungaling dahil natakot siya na may mawala sakanya na mahal niya.

Same goes with Luhan, he also lied kasi natakot siyang mawalan.

Sehun also lied but it’s a different story, he lied kasi gusto niyang makuha ulit ang nawala sakanya. He lied many times, pero anong ngayare? In the game of love he’s still loosing

Si Kaye. She did this, pinakidnap at kinamuhian niya ang sariling bestfriend para lang maka-ganti.

This is how they solve their own problems…

Kayo ba? How do you solve…Bewildering Dilemmas?

PS. Take a trip down the…Memory Lane

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I'm officially closing the 1st half!!!!! YIPPIEEEEEEEEEEE!!! 2nd half na tayo madlang pipz. And obvious naman siguro ang title nang 2nd half...MEMORY LANE! Hahahaahahahahah, sa 2nd half masasagot lahat nang katanungan niyo ^O^

Sana abangan ninyo ang Memory Lane. Maiksi lang ang 2nd half, I mean mag-maiksi sa Bewildering Dilemmas, mga 5 to 7 chapters lang siguro depende sa trip ko. I decided na pataglin nang onti ang paglabas nang pinakamamahal kong Jello Canton >:))) Para may thrill ^________________^ Ano pa ba? wala nanaman. Thank you for reading 1st half :))))))))))) Keru (author) loves you :** 

#letmylovestorybegin

~Keru~