EXO Series [On Hold]

~ Chapter 4: His Confession

Author's POV

"SEHUN!"

"siguro naman masaya ka na?" Sehun leaned on the door fame with a straight face.

"Sehun...hindi mo dapat ginawa yon. You hurt her" sabi ni Luhan. He saw everything. He heard everything. Sehun just rolled his eyes

"puhlease Luhan, kahit hindi mo sabihin I know you wanted that to happen. And there, congratulations, I just made your dream come true. Dont I deserve a round of applause for that?"

"Sehun, please understand na hindi ko ginusto to. It was never my decision. Sehun kung pwede lang sana binigay ko na siya sayo...pero--"

"SHUT UP! I dont need your explainations Luhan, too late. It's over" umayos nang tayo si Sehun at akmang aalis na. He walked a few steps and then stopped. "just remember this Luhan. You know me, I dont give up that easy" Sehun said without turning around. He continued walking afterwards.

What he said confused Luhan. Kung ganun? b-bakit...bakit niya ginawa yon? why did he hurt keru?

Keru...

Luhan suddenly remembered her. He ran as fast as he could.  He sprinted the stairs up to the roof top.

He opened the door and he saw nothing, no one, just plain rain. It was raining. Seems like the rain was obeying Keru's mood.

Luhan ran in the middle. I looked around "KERU!" he shouted. kailangan siya ni Keru ngayon. He promised himself na he'll be there when Keru needs him. "KIM KERU!" he shouted again. Kahit bansang-basa na siya sa ulan.

Keru's POV

"KIM KERU!" I heard someone shout. Tumayo ako sa sinisulungan ko at pinunsan ang luha ko. W-who c-could it be?

I walked into the rain. I walked again. The rain...it always comes when I need it. I saw a figure in the middle of the rooftop. "L-luhan?"

Napalingon siya sa direksyon ko. Once he saw me tumakbo siya...when he reached me, niyakap niya ako. Lalo akong naiyak. I cant help it but hug him back.

I'm the dumbest person in the world. Ako na tanga. Oh Sehun....mahal na mahal kita, kahit ang sakit sakit na

"shhh, I'm here....iyak ka lang, I wont leave your side. ever." I felt his hug thigten. Feeling ko bibigay na ako, thanks to Luhan, I can still stand up.

Ano bang ginawa ko? What did I do to deserve this? Minahal ko naman siya ah? I never failed to show him I love him. pero bakit ganun? I till ended up...broken.

I wish...I wish he could love me as much as I love him. I wish I could bring him back.

"Keru...dont cry. It doesnt fit you" he said after he broke the hug. He cupped my cheeks and wiped my tears away.

"he promised Luhan, he said he'll never leave me, but he did. He promised that we'll be forever, but it didnt happen. He promised he'll never hurt me, but he did. Why does it always have to be the person that hurts you the most, are the oneswho swore he never would. Ang sakit" then again tears came rolling down.

"look Keru...look" he said then took my hand the placed it in my chest. "look what I found...feel that? that's your heart right? I found it...it's broken. Nakita ko kasi tinapon niya. Pwede akin nalang? promise...hindi ko siya gagayahin"natigilan ako sa sinabi niya. d-did he really say that?

"Keru...please listen to what I'll say. I like you. Dati pa. Kaya lagi kitang iniinis kasi gusto kong magpa-pansin sayo. Sa sobrang pagiisip ko nang pag-inis sayo lagi na kitang naiisip. pagmasaya ka, masaya rin ako, pagmalungkot ka, malungkot din ako, I have this feeling in my chest that hurts pag kasama mo si Sehun. Oo alam kong gusto mo si Sehun, at parang ang sama kong tao dahil nag-kagusto ako sayo pero Keru...I didnt know what to do. Hindi ko alam kung pano pipigilan toh. Pinabayaan ko then I ended up falling harder"he said while looking into my eyes. I blinked a few times and I wanted to pinch myself.Did he just tell me he likes me?

"I'm not asking you to like me back. Ang gusto ko lang is sabihin sayo, kasi hindi ko na kayang itago. Kasi gusto ko malaman mo na kahit wala si Sehun, nandito ako, I love you Keru. It's okay if you cant love me back, just let me do this, just let me love you, kuntento na ako" he said with a small smile

"L-luhan...I-i"

"kahit na alam ko na mali tong nararamdaman ko, I get upset with myself, I scold myself, pero I never had the guts to be sorry. I never felt I was sorry for loving you Keru. Love means never having to feel you're sorry for loving that person. Love is sincerly given, it comes from the heart and...and its not something to feel sorry about. Just let me love you Keru...just let me make you feel my sincerity..."he said then kissed my forehead. I cant believe it...he likes me

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Sorry it took me hundred years to UD. Na-delete drafts ko (2 times) and I had to do everything again. I hope you like this ;)) Birthday ko today kaya lahat nang stories ko I'll UD. ^_^ BATIIN NIYO KO :p hahahahah, JOKE. 

~Keru