EXO Series [On Hold]

~ Chapter 3: Bulag, Tanga, Manhid

Keru's POV

naghuhugas ako ng plato. it was already nightime. umuwi na din ang EXO. hinuhugasan ko yung mga pinagkainan namin nang dinner.

I'm still bothered though, kasi naman! pinasayaw-sayaw pa nila ako kanina...nakakahiya tuloy.

I felt soft hands hugging me from the back. sino pa bang kasama ko dito sa bahay?

"diba sabi ko mag-uusap tayo?" O__________________________________________O KYAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! MARYOSEP!!! SHET XI LU HAN!!! AMPF!!! 

The tip of his nose was slowly brushing my neck. He was smelling it. URGH! at NAKIKILITI AKO! -______________- nakakahiya din, pawis ako tapos gaganyan-ganyan siya? He was teasing me (and its working) i can feel it. 

"a-about?"I asked. URGH! i need to keep calm. 

"no one told me that you can dance that princess"

"d-dati ko pa naman s-sinasayaw yun. H-hindi ko rin inexpect n-na...n-na" hindi ako makapagsalita nang maayos dahil ramdam na ramdam ko ang hininga niya sa leeg ko. 

 "na?"

"n-na, p-apasyawin nila ako nang g-ganun"I turn off the faucet, wiped my hands and removed my apron. I was about to escape him...yung tipong konti nalang nakatakas na sana ako pero he pulled me 

"Were not done yet, Monique" he said, looking into my eyes "let me tell you a secret princess" he whispered "you look hot while dancing"he said with an evil grin plastered all over his face. Even before I could protest and say anything he claimed my lips. Here we go again....

MORNING (5am)

*one message recieved*

nagising ako nang madaling araw nang biglang magring yung phone ko, may text. I took the phone carefully baka magising si Luhan. 

From: Sehun-Boo :))

Boo, si Jae. He was looking for you last night. Tapos kanina lang nagising, I think he dreamt about you. Boo, puntahan mo siya, he needs you. 

-Sehun

Nagmadali akong tumayo sa kama. I immidiately dressed up. Kinuha ko yung susi nang kotse at bolpen at papel. 

Luhan, 

May pupuntahan lang ako deer. I'll be back before dinner. Good luck sa practice mo po, heat mo nalang sa microwave yung ulam last night, may rice pa sa cooker, yun nalang breakfast mo Deer. Sorry talaga, importante eh...LOVE YOU!

 -Keru

I went out, brrrrr...ang lamig pa. I hopped in the car and drove as fast as I was allowed to.

FASTFORWARD

*tok.tok.tok*

"Boo?"since may susi ako nang unit ni Sehun I opened the door. 

Pumasok ako sa loob at hinanap si Sehun. I looked inside the room and saw two peaceful sleeping angels. 

"Boo..." tinapik ko si Sehun and he woke up

"Keru...buti naman nakapunta ka. Hes been crying lately"napatingin ako dun sa bata. I feel guilty. How can I do this? Bakit parang ang sama-sama ko? 

"Jae...baby. Look who'se here to see you"Sehun carefully stroked the little angels hair tapos kinarga niya ito. He really resembles him.

"tulog pa Jae papa"he snuggled up in Sehuns shoulder. 

"Jae Han"sabi ko. He automatically woke up. He rubbed his eyes ad looked at me as if making sure na totoo at hindi panaginip na nandito ako ngayon 

"MOMMY!!!"Jae Han said then hugged me. Kinarga ko siya. Yes...tama ang iniisip niyo. Anak ko si Jae Han. "Mommy, tagal mo...sabi bibili ka lang nang toys ni Jae Han."He pouted, the more he looked like his father. 

"sorry baby. marami lang kasing ginagawa si Mommy eh. Dont worry, go back to sleep tapos pag-kagising mo aalis tayo. We'll go swimming"I assured my son. Hiniga ko na ulit siya. 

"promise mommy, di na aalis?"and it hit me, hindi ko kayang pangakuan si Jae. I cant stay forever by his side...si Luhan. I cant choose between them, special silang dalawa sakin "papa"he was pertaining to Sehun.

"yes baby?"sabi ni Sehun while holding Jae's hands

"wag aalis mommy. bantay mo papa ha"Jae said then hugged his pillow.

"yes. hindi aalis ang mommy mo. Right Boo?"

"a-ahhh, o-oo I wont leave this time baby. Dito lang si mommy"I said while kissing his forehead. I'm so sorry Jae. 

"sleep din kayo mommy, papa" nagkatinginan kami ni Boo. *sigh* I had no choice. Humiga ako sa tabi ni Jae. 

"o-okay lang sayo n-na..."hindi ko na pinatapos si Boo, tumango lang ako. Humiga na rin siya. 

Sehun-Ako-Jae

I waited na makatulog ulit si Jae bago ako tumayo. "Boo, san ka?"I heared Sehun ask pero hindi ko siya sinagot. I went straight out. Umupo ako sa sofa nang sala. I can take this...hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko. 

Lumabas din si Sehun nang kwarto. He sat beside me, tapos niyakap niya ako. "go on Boo. Iyak mo...masmasakit yan kung hindi mo ilalabas"

"Boo...I dont know what to do. Nahihirapan na ako. Nalilito. Naguguluhan. Hindi ko na alam kung anong gagawin ko, kung sinong uunahin ko. Boo, naguguilty ako. Kinakain ako nang guilt ko. Parehas ko silang niloloko Boo, It hurts to see myself fooling them both"hagulgol ko sa balikat ni Sehun. 

"shhhhh, Boo...im always here for you. Kami ni Jae. We love you Boo, hindi magbabago yun. Nandito kami nang anak mo...anak natin"He cupped my cheeks then kissed my forhead. 

Mahal ako ni Sehun...I know that. Hes a good person. Ako? I'm bad...a freaking bad person. I dont deserve his love, kahit konti i dont. Tatlong taong mahalaga sa buhay ko ang nasasaktan ko pero i think i dont plan to stop.

Mananatili akong bulag sa paningin ni Jae Han, i wont tell him what hes been missing, i wont tell him kung bakit ako laging naalis, magbubulag-bulagan ako sa kagustuhan niyang magkaroon nang buong pamilya. Mananatili akong tanga sa paningin ni Luhan mapatunayan lang sakanya na totoo at wala akong tinatago sakanya. At mananatili akong manhid sa paningin ni Sehun, coz i know he deserves someone better. I'm selfish, i know, totoo naman ee. See how bad I am? like I said...I'm not good as i look. and my fairytale is not as perfect as it seems...

 This is my fairytale...marami akong sikreto...marami akong tinatago. Its not an ordinary fairytale...its a twisted one.

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THE F BOMB!? WHAT IS THE MEANING OF THIS!?!!!! KYAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! IEHHHHHHHHH!!!! Luhan, Keru, Sehun ?!!! >_______________________< OHMY!!!! *GULL I CANT EXPLAIN WHAT I FEEL ♫* 

GOOD LUCK TO EXO ON MAMA 2012 LATER ♥

#letmylovestorybegin

~Keru