LOVE AT LAST (Back To Reality)

Chapter 1

GREETINGS

I always fantasized that me and my crush were in a relationship together and I know what you think, I'm sounding totally crazy right now, but thing is I've been in love with him since the 3rd grade and he doesn't even know my name.

When I fantasize, I never thought about what could possibly happen if we broke up, I always thought that we would be together forever.

I thought about us laughing, watching TV, taking photos, and all sorts of coupley stuff.

It was mainly fantasies that filled my mind.

I always fantasized, and fantasized until one day the big r word came crashing into me.

REALITY

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RINGGGG🔔

The bell rang making me jump out of my thoughts, I gathered my books and began walking to my locker.

I didn't really have friends, it was always me roaming the halls and eating at lunch alone.

Don't get me wrong, I don't mind being alone, but I would be nice to have someone I could share my thoughts to.

School was over so I went home, my parents are either at work or out drinking.

I did my homework and got ready for bed, but I don't sleep that easily, see it's really hard for me to sleep at night, I always get at least four or five hours of sleep every night.

I mean it's better than most insomnia people but, I still don't get my full eight hours of sleep.

I was woken up by the sounds of my parents arguing like every night, sometimes I cry to sleep, thinking that it's my fault they argue. I mean I know it's not but, the guilt I can't help it.

The sad thing about my life is that I once had friends but they all left me, they used me to find happiness and I was too blind to realise it.

Another thing about me is that I am totally insecure about myself, especially because I'm so freaking tall.

You might think, 'oh but being tall is good', being a tall guy is good, but a tall girl, you tend to feel insecure because people always watch you weird and judge you and most of them believe that you have to play some sort of sport, like basketball or netball.

But the truth is, I love to dance, I started dancing when I was 8 years old, after I started dance classes for the first time I sort of quit because of my insecurities but I'm learning to get over it, I think.

Which is my I'm not the person to go to people and make friends, because if I walk up to someone they judge me before the even gotten a chance to know me.

I was always so confused as to why my life had to be so difficult, especially when people expect so much from you.

When the arguement died down, I drifted off to sleep.

But not long before my alarm went off, times like these get me so frustrated.

I groan, but get up anyway, normally I wouldn't care if I go to school late because I don't really look forward to going to school at all, but it's kind of a have to than a want to.

My Dream school has always been Julliard since I was a kid, and I have to have the grades for it, and well the skills too.

I left the house and headed to school in a grey hoodie and black joggers.

I headed to my locker but on the way there I bumped into a familiar body.
And just as I suspected, it was Blake Rivers, my big time crush. I was 5'9' and Blake was 6'2'.

"I-I'm...so s-sorry", I felt like an idiot.

"Its fine, it was mainly my fault", he said lifting his phone and shaking it.

"So....where you off to in such a hurry?", he asked.

My heart literally skipped a beat, he wanted to know where I'm going... okay I'm totally over exaggerating.
"Uhh..my l-locker", I mentally smacked myself, get a grip girl.

He chuckled, "Your stuttering is so cute", honestly I think I was about to ExpLoDe, "I gotta to, catch ya later", and he left.

Those words kept replaying in my head, 'your stuttering is so cute, baby girl', ok I might've added the last two words in, tehe.

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The bell rang for lunch and I am currently in the cafeteria. I finished buying my food and headed to my table, I bit into my beloni sandwich.

"Mind if I sit?", Blake asked.

I almost choked, I took a sip of my grape juice.

"I'm sorry, what?"

"Can I sit or....", he trailed off.

"Uhh...be my guest"

He sat and started eating his pasta.
A little sauce dripped off into the corner of his mouth.

"You got a little something....", I pointed to his face, he tried to wipe it but missed it.

I sighed, "lemme get that...", I took a napkin and wiped the sauce off.

"Thanks, can't take me anywhere huh", I laughed.

"Why is Blake sitting by that freak?", I heard one of those bratty blonde headed chicks say, Blake either didn't hear or didn't care.

"I noticed your always here alone, why is that?"

"So your watching me now?", I smirked.

"Haha very funny"

"Well uhh, I guess people just don't like me", I shrugged.

"Is that why you never had a boyfriend?", I was token aback by that question, "I'm sooo, sorry I shouldn't have asked", he panicked.

"Its fine, but uhh...its true, so yeah", I shrugged, it was true but that doesn't mean I wasn't happy being single.

"I mean your a great girl and any guy who doesn't like you is a douche", he smiled sweetly at me.

"Thanks, but you don't even know me"

"You think I don't", he continues to eat his pasta and sauce dripped down again, I laughed.

He looked up with his mouth full, "what?"

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Hey guys, sorry that this chapter was short but I'll try to make chapter 2 longer.

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