I AM UNFIXABLE....MAYBE NOT [NCT X MALE READER]

"Shattered Heart into Crimson Dust"

The whole family was happy at the morning when the news of the arrest of the murderer that killed M/N's whole class but M/N was in his room,crying hard.He got the extensive news report early.He learned that the father of the guy arrested was the person who kiled his parents.M/N's heart ached endlessly and only did everyone know the truth when they walked in.M/N was on the floor,unconscious.His tears forming a small puddle and a bottle of pills next to his hands.Everyone panicked as they tried to wake their brother up.Ten and Xiaojun were much more furious than before but Renjun was the angriest,his rage was like an eternal fire.The others drove M/N to the hospital but Kun,Renjun,Ten,Xiaojun,and Taeyong stayed behind.They were plotting a new assassination on the two people that crushed M/N to the ground.

M/N woke up in a big hospital room before seeing everyone look at him with teary eyes and wide grins.M/N rubbed his head and asked "What happened..?",It took a few minutes to explain but M/N broke down in the middle of it and the others understood the feeling.Jungwoo hugged his sobbing brother while laying on the bed.Mark tried his best to get M/N's favorite food while others were either upset,intensely frustrated,or close to their edge.Jaehyun and Johnny were trying their best to calm down but Jisung was the one who was shaking the most.M/N noticed Jisung so he walked to him and hugged the older.The older responding to it by kissing the younger's forehead and telling him how much he got worried.

The other five were already executing their plan,everything was going well until the end.When the news about the deaths of two prisoners came up,M/N shook in both excitement and shock.He cried tears of joy when he saw the five members walk in.M/N hugged Renjun,Xiaojun,and Ten.He held on them and cried in their embrace while telling them off with a few stutters and pauses because of his sobs.Renjun calmed M/N down until his little brother was asleep.All of the older brothers except Renjun and Xiaojun were at the house.Xiaojun and Renjun were talking to their sleeping brother while fiddling with his hair and fingers.Soon enough,the two fell asleep.M/N woke up in the dead of midnight after having the same nightmare about his parents.He went off the bed and quietly looked out "The moon is really bright tonight..just like the glistening smiles of my mom,my dad,my classmates,and mr. Kim..",He couldn't help but tear up until Renjun hugged him.M/N stuttered out "I'm s-s-sorry for waking you up with my dramatic ass..",Renjun chuckled "Not a problem,I like it when you show your true emotions.It makes me feel like I won the lotto.",M/N hit Renjun's chest while acting shy "Hyung~".Renjun laughed and caressed M/N's cheek "My little baby..never be sad and bottle all the pain up,all right?Everyone including me will help you let them out and let you move on.I know we can't remove the trauma of the deaths of the ones you love including mom and dad but we'll make you forget them.Little by little,you'll be back to become the baby brother we love more than our riches.",M/N nodded and looked at the smiling Xiaojun who was awake.He cuddled Xiaojun and sat on his lap while happily claiming all the boops the older was giving him.Renjun got jealous and tickled M/N,only causing all three of them falling into endless fun and games.M/N smiled and giggled,he grinned and soon.All three of them slept in the same bed,M/N grinned and said quietly "I really love you guys..",little did he know,that both the older boys were smiling after hearing the statement.M/N fell asleep and two slept after,the accumulation of love and care in the room almost making it intoxicated with the whole family's love for each other.

TIMESKIP

M/N woke up to see Mark and Ten by his side,Renjun and Xiaojun on the couch who were happily eating.He ate the food they bought for him with a wide grin.He felt Mark's hand on his leg,M/N stared at him with curiousity "Hm?".Mark pointed at M/N's cheek and the younger shyly wiped his cheek.Mark grinned but Ten got jealous so he took M/N's food and fed him.M/N blushed and Mark clearly looked disgusted.When Ten finished feeding M/N,Mark took M/N out with Renjun and Xiaojun.The four boys walked around the park that was at the hospital.Ten watched them with intense jealousy,clearly angry.M/N liked the smell of the flowers so much that each older brother with him got him a bouquet of the three flowers he liked from the nearby florist.He walked in the room holding the three bouquets the three boys bought.He kept them by his side and waved goodbye when the three left to get him some clothes.He got flustered when Ten started giving him small butterfly kisses on his neck.He tried to pull Ten off but couldn't help but moan when the older's lips reached his weak spot.Ten smirked and started leaving a mark on that specific area.The older gave M/N a very quick kiss before laying him on the bed.Ten held the younger's hand and kissed it,making the younger shy and blush.M/N tried his best to cover the hickey but was stopped by Ten."Let them know you're mine,baby." the older said with no restraint and M/N forced himself to get used to showing it.He didn't give Ten a look and slowly fell asleep.Ten played with the younger's hair until the three came back,when Renjun and Xiaojun saw the hickey,they swiftly placed the clothes in the closet and deliberately took Ten out for a little "talk".Mark looked at the mark on his little brother's neck and bit his lip just before leaving his own hickey next to it."He's ours,Ten.Not only yours.." the older said meaning that everyone in the family was allowed to mark their little brother.Mark grinned before playing with M/N's hair,M/N not feeling that Mark left his own mark on his neck.Ten walked back in with disheveled hair before the two chinese boys walked in to see another hickey.They glared at Mark before marking their own hickeys on the other and hidden side of M/N's neck "Our baby..",the four smirked while feeling proud of making the whole world know that no one can touch their baby brother.M/N was clearly aware of what was happening and was slowly getting a kink over people leaving hickeys on his neck.

TIMESKIP

It has been a week since M/N was discharged.He wore a turtleneck to hide the hickeys so he wouldn't be called a slut.He walked in the car,looking as handsome as always but everyone was looking at his neck.He was stuck on his phone before finally noticing everyone was staring at him.He immediately knew what it meant but didn't adjust anything just to tease them.When they got to the house,M/N happily walked in and changed in his room.He changed his turtleneck into a shoulder hanging sweater.He walked down and made almost everyone get a hard on.M/N sat down on the couch and used his Ipad.He ignored his older hyungs who were all wearing the same thing,a sleeveless shirt and some sweatpants."God,am i that seductive~",he said pulling one of the sleeves down before pulling it back up.He smirked and listened to music happily.He was thinking of his class' death and he felt guilt eat his heart.Jisung and Taeil noticed it instantly which was clearly expected.Jisung went to cuddle M/N while smelling the perfume the younger sprayed before leaving the hospital.M/N could feel Jisung's smile on his shoulder before laying his head on the older's neck.The younger smiled at Jisung and ignored Taeil who had his arms wrapped around the younger's waist.When he scrolled down his twitter feed,he saw a tweet about the shooting of his class.His expression changed and he buried his head in Jisung's neck.The older rubbed the younger's hands."Its fine..forget about it..",Taeil knew what was happening and rubbed the younger's leg "You'll move on from it soon..",After M/N heard Taeil,something clicked in him.He stood up and walked to his room as if he was upset,because he was.He locked the door and cried in the dark,the trauma coming back to him.He was shaking and he could feel the same urge that he felt when he saw the pills that hospitalized him.He broke down as he couldn't hear Taeil crying on the other side of his door.Taeil walked in and hugged the younger male."I'm sorry for making you upset...I'm so sorry..",All M/N could do was cry in Taeil's chest,the obvious sign of him forgiving the older male because of M/N's hand holding Taeil's hand.Ten watched sadly while looking at Taeyong.Ten sighed "He hasn't healed yet...Its as strong when he lost mom and dad..",The two left to give both their brothers some privacy.M/N slept in Taeil's embrace,his head on the older's shoulder.Taeil looked at the sweet face of his brother,a small sad smile on his face."I'm sorry that life treats you like this..Its okay if you can't heal alone,we'll help you...even if it starts to annoy you..we won't give up...",M/N had a small smile on his face.His heart feeling light."Thanks for existing,hyung...I wouldn't know where I would be right now if you weren't here..I love you.." he thought silently,his hand holding Taeil's hand much more."I'll fix myself up even with everyone's help,I must!".That was the very day when everything that made him go downhill became the eradication target of the younger male,all he wanted was to move on and see himself smiling like before.M/N finally found a way out of the dark tunnel of his mind.