I AM UNFIXABLE....MAYBE NOT [NCT X MALE READER]

"My Balanced Soul"

M/N was at the balcony in Ten's room near the pool,he was looking at the sky.Tears fell down his tears as he imagined his parents meeting his classmates and teachers in heaven.He suddenly felt two arms go around his hips.He looked behind him and faced the person behind him."Ten hyung...I-i-i-i'm sorry for being in your room..I-I'll go now..",he walked past Ten but the older pulled him close,connecting his lips to M/N's.M/N blushed and pulled away fast "H-h-hyung..",Ten sighed "I like you,M/N...I know you're my little brother but I like you more than that..",M/N bit his lip and looked down "I o-o-only like you as a brother though....",Ten smiled and caressed the younger's cheek "Its fine..but I just wanna do something with you to help you calm down.",M/N looked up "R-r-really?".Ten nodded before pinning M/N down on the bed,he smirked "I'll please you so much that you'll forget all these sad things for a whole week~"

[I'm not comfortable in writing smut in a angst to fluff ff so imagine what you want to happen]

TIMESKIP

M/N woke up naked in Ten's arms,he looked at his neck,legs,and arms which were all covered in love marks,bites,and hickeys.He got up and changed before limping out the room but Ten grabbed him,pulling him back in before connecting his lips on M/N's.M/N feeling so sore in his legs and ass pulled away quick and gave Ten a glare "I hate you for marking me all over.",Ten smirked "Sorry,couldn't control myself.",He limped out the room and saw everyone staring at him in anger.He tried to run but Yangyang got his hands just before scolding him with the other members.M/N felt embarassed and stayed in his room after,Ten,on the other hand got the harshest punishment that no one could speak of it.All you could hear from Ten's room is endless screaming.Only M/N knew what was happening when he saw Johnny and Taeyong gone from the living room.He smirked before giggling "He won't even be able to walk at all now~".He sat in his dark room,cuddling Jeno who was clearly in the mood for cuddles.Jeno was telling him how happy their parents would be after hearing how he studied hard from his his teacher and classmates.Only M/N could do was cry at how a failure he was.He kept on talking about not being able to graduate and going to college but Jeno effectively cut him off with a warm hug.Jeno sighed before speaking in a gentle voice "Its gonna be fine,you'll be able to graduate and go to college.Just you wait and you'll reach your dream one day.You're still intelligent even without your teacher,you're the smartest brother I know and that's already self-explanatory since you're the youngest 12th grader.",M/N smiled and slowly slept in Jeno's warm embrace.M/N was in the center of being happy and depressed,he was balanced for the first time in his 15 years of living.He dreamt about his parents' death and his whole class' death in one dream,he was crying and quivering but Jeno comforted him.He woke up in Jeno's chest with the blue haired brother of his smiled at him warmly.M/N may be weak but with his brothers,he was harder than uranium.He grinned and went to work on his 500-word essay,Jeno and Jaemin getting him things he needed to stay focused like food,water,and especially cuddle and love filled breaks.He looked at the marks that Ten left and sighed,but Jaemin sudddenly spoke "Its not your fault,its Ten's fault!".M/N nodded but knew it was his fault he fell through the trick.

TIMESKIP

During dinner,almost everyone was keeping an eye on Ten while M/N ate silently.He was remembering how Ten made him feel and felt disgusted but slightly turned on.He held in his dirty thoughts and tried his very best to not get a hard on.He could feel Jaehyun and Hendery's hand on his knee as a sign to ask if he was fine.M/N stiffly nodded,clearly lying.The two older brothers smiled before letting Jeno and Jaemin accompany M/N to his room.After M/N changed into fluffy and warm clothes.He laid in bed and let his two hyungs hug him.He slept peacefuly,dreaming of a happy dream.He was hoping to wake up to a calm tomorrow but little did he know that it would be the happiest day of the whole family tomorrow but will be the most heartbreaking day for him.He had a small smile on his face,Ten watched him as he sat at the corner of the bed "I'll always love you even if I'm just your brother..I promise to find whoever shut your dream down and make you happy again".Xiaojun was in his room,he was happy at what he saw on Twitter.Xiaojun grinned "He's finally caught..M/N will be happy tomorrow..finally...",Ten walked in Xiaojun's room and the two silently celebrated.They finally eradicated what made M/N sad but the trauma of the death of the two things that made him happy just worsened in his sleep.The darkness of M/N's sadness became stronger and no one would be aware of it until tomorrow.