I AM UNFIXABLE....MAYBE NOT [NCT X MALE READER]

"The Light at the End of the Tunnel..is Blocked.."

It was 3 AM and M/N was already making breakfast,wearing his usual elegant clothes.He grinned when he felt Sungchan backhug him."Don't worry,I made y'all pancakes.I'm not that rude." M/N said with a oddly flirty tone.Sungchan smirked and whispered in M/N's ear "You're not gonna survive our noise today.",M/N smirked "Try me and you'll get maple syrup soup for breakfast.",He gave Sungchan a playful smirk and saw his older brother's annoyed expression.He cooed in victory before feeling Sungchan kiss his cheek,"Love you too,hyung~" M/N said while understanding why the older male did that.

Once everyone gathered around to eat breakfast,M/N was in his seat already eating.He giggled when he heard Jeno crack a joke.He winked at Ten and continued to eat,enjoying to see the flustered Ten blush.He got up and went to his room to do something before running down in excitement.He yelled at the top of his lungs "GUYS,THEY SAID I WAS ALREADY A GRADUATE AND I WAS ACCEPTED IN YALE".Everyone stood up in shock before hugging their younger brother.Jisung praised M/N so much that Xiaojun jokingly asked Jisung if M/N would attend his classes for him.Jisung laughed before M/N gave him a stare that meant he was down to do it.After endless praising,M/N went to the garden and went to smell the flowers.He yelped when he felt Ten sniffing his neck."Am I your flower,hyung?" M/N asked jokingly but Ten pulled him close and whispered in the younger's ear "You're more than a flower,you're my painting".M/N blushed before diving into a pile of leaves.When he came back inside,he went to his room and overheard the boys talking about something called a comeback and a group named NCT.He searched NCT before falling to the ground,in tears.He didn't know his own brothers were famous idols,he felt betrayed and could hear footsteps.He wiped his tears and turned his computer off before seeing Jaehyun and Johnny walking in,he nodded and wished the two safe travels since the two said they were gonna go somewhere.He felt the moment of him discovering that his own family members were idols burn itself in his mind.He felt heavy before feeling the secret they kept becoming an traumatic event.

TIMESKIP

M/N was making dinner when his brothers came back,he looked at them and said coldly "Welcome back NCT,NCT 127,NCT DREAM,NCT U.AND WAYV".He saw his brothers' eyes widen.He put the cooked food he made on a plate before placing it on the table."Have a seat and eat,you guys must have totally had a rough time at work while getting ready for your new comeback after NCT 2020." M/N said with a fake smile.Dinner was awkward,everyone just ate silently and when someone spoke,another person would give them a quick stare to cut them off.M/N walked to his room after eating dinner and could hear two people running behind him.He was about to go up the stairs before getting yanked back by Yuta and Ten.He looked at them with annoyance but Yuta spoke in a low voice "L-l-let us explain,M/N...",After what seemed to be hours of explanation,M/N was in his seat crying in frustration."W-W-W-Why didn't you guys tell me..It hurt me so bad when I learned it the hard way.." M/N stuttered out but Taeyong hugged him before explaining their reasons.He looked at them,feeling distant."I don't deserve to be in the presence of famous stars..I'll excuse myself.." M/N said before walking into his room and crying.The 23 brothers of his were in a dark place mentally after knowing their mistake.M/N cried himself to sleep and Jeno tucked the younger boy in bed.He wiped the dry tears and kissed M/N's forehead.Jeno bit his lip while keeping his sobs in,"I'm sorry to treat you like this..Its our fault for thinking you'd react indifferently but y-y-you wouldn't even do such a thing.." Jeno said with a sad tone but M/N faced the other side,he cried silently as his chance of becoming happy was crushed by his own family members."T-t-traitors are still the same even if they are forgiven,l-l-liars are still liars..and f-f-family members who lie are c-c-criminals..." he said faintly.He thought in his mind,"I will never have the chance to be happy..and I know I'll never be the same...",The whole house was quiet,everyone feeling guilty while M/N felt cheated and useless.Ten,Xiaojun,and Renjun looked at the pictures of M/N smiling,they all said the same thing in the same stuttering and sad tones "W-w-we're sorry to make your happiness disappear..and We're sorry for adding up to your trauma...We don't deserve a b-b-b-brother like you...",Now everyone knew what true sadness felt through the rough and most excruating way possible,everyone knew what M/N felt.