I AM UNFIXABLE....MAYBE NOT [NCT X MALE READER]

"Bring me back to the good times"

M/N was in his seat,his whole body focused on his teacher and the blackboard.He sighed when he heard the bell ring.He packed up and got his bag on his back,he looked around the classroom when everyone left before sitting back down and writing his notes.He yelped when he saw his teacher come up behind him."M-M-Mr. Kim!" he said with a surprised tone.His teacher grinned "You're doing notes early,huh?Still trying to get good grades so you can go to college faster?".M/N nodded while biting his lip.Mr. Kim gave him a grin,"Well,I'll leave you to work on your notes.Just leave before midnight comes.",he nodded before watching his teacher leave.After a full hour,he finished everything by 4 PM.He walked out the classroom and saw Jaehyun near his locker,he sneered before walking past him."Don't touch me or my things unless you want your wrist broken." he said coldly at his ever-so happy older brother.Jaehyun pouted and sighed "Why aren't you smiling when you're radiant happy hyung is next to you?Its hard to keep smiling,y'know.","Then don't smile at all and don't talk to me,you dumb shit." M/N said with no fear.He got irritated when Jaehyun grabbed him by the wrist and looked at him with the eyes of an restrained but angry brother,"You don't call me that,mister.I'm trying my best to be the father figure you need but if you're treating me like that,Renjun is coming here tomorrow instead.",M/N smirked "Finally,someone who I actually respect will come here.",He made Jaehyun let go of his wrist and walked out,avoiding the car.Jaehyun sighed and called the others "Plan failed,you guys at home have to deal with him."

TIMESKIP

M/N arrived at the mansion safe.The 15 year old boy walked in the house to see Johnny and Mark in their comfy pajamas.He dodged their hug before instantly coming to his room and changing into comfortable clothes.He started doing his homework on his computer and felt a soft hand brush his shoulder "Lee Donghyuck,I dare you to touch my head and you won't ever see the light of day." he said with no respect and restraint.Haechan sighed "You don't even call of us properly and call us names,you even say our full name like its no big deal.","Listen,if you have a little brother who cares about school and is smart as Albert Einstein while knowing that I'm emotionless.You'd know I'm focusing on graduating and going to college even if I'm the youngest 12th grader in my school." said M/N who turned around to him while giving him a very cold stare.Haechan didn't waste any time and cuddled M/N which made the boy agitated.M/N tried to escape the arms of his annoying brother and successfully did it by biting Haechan's arm.He went back to his chair and worked silently,he ignored the annoyed Haechan who left the room after.He walked down to get dinner but Renjun cleverly took it before giving it to him.M/N being blunt just got the plate and ate near the stairs.He put his plate in the sink,washed his hands before coming to his room to see Jeno on the bed,he sighed "Look what the cat dragged in,my intensely loud hyung who always tries to make me blush through his cheesy seduction tricks.",M/N went to do his work but saw Jeno's hand on his,he swatted his hand off and continued to type.He was lucky that only a few were awake because he could work his ass off till midnight.He felt what seemed to be long hours when he could only hear his typing,he smirked when he knew everyone was silently asleep.He worked and worked with a smile,he was happy to finally be alone despite being the depressed and sad family member.He reminisced about his parents as he worked,he wrote in his journal until the memory that made him what he was now came to his mind.He hugged his legs and cried not knowing Jeno and the others were still awake,watching from Jeno's phone as Jeno filmed M/N,he was keeping in his sobs as his body was trying its very best to not shake.Soon,M/N cried himself to sleep,his 23 hyungs were all crying.Everyone knew that he was still happy but the trauma of losing his parents shut his happiness into his mind's shadow.Renjun and Kun were the only members who were crying so much.In fact,they were holding a picture of M/N smiling.

The next day,M/N got ready and ate breakfast in the dead darkness of 3 AM.He went to school around 5 despite knowing he had class during 7.He went to the library and read a book before placing his assignments that he did on the tables of the subject teachers' that gave him assignments.He sat in his seat and looked out in the window,slowly remembering the moment he lost his parents.

I was staring at the television just a while ago,now I'm in my room crying hard.I locked the door and ignored the shouts and calls of my older brothers.I could hear Johnny and Jaehyun shout through the door "M/N!!OPEN THE DOOR!WE CAN HELP YOU!",I shook my head and jumped out the window.I landed on the soft stack of leaves luckily before I ran to the place where the car crashed.I saw my parents' lifeless bodies and felt no emotion but weakness and sadness.I saw the others come out from the car.Jaehyun hugged me and buried my face in his chest.The scene burned itself in my head.After that,I stayed in my room,I didn't eat,leave,or either speak a word.I didn't let anyone in and wasted my summer because of what happened.I looked out the window to see that it was winter,I opened the door but I was different.I ignored everyone,treated everyone coldly.I only remember coming back up and settling in the darkness as I cried alone.

He snapped back to reality with tears in his eyes when he saw Mr. Kim in front of him.He yelped in schock but composed himself before greeting him politely.He talked with his teacher for a while before noticing his classmates come in.He was silent until he heard Mr Kim say "Students,since its someone's special day.I brought their brothers in.Come and say hello.",M/N's eyes widened when he saw his brothers,one-by-one come in.He looked at them and they looked at him.M/N gulped "This day got worse by a shitload....a total truck of shitload.."