Dia

Chapter 3

"Blair. Blair dear. It's time to wake up." Who is she? This kind voice who is calling me. Just who is she?

I woke up in that same dream over and over again. Then without knowing why my tears flowing my eyes. It's already been a month. All I know is that my name is Blair Bella Castillo, a high school student in Silver Valley High. They said that someone visits me and then they found me hanging in the living room. If they didn't take me to hospital immediately, I would've died.

"Blair." Someone called me. I'm still not used to it because I can't remember. The doctor said that I have mild amnesia and my memories would come back eventually.

"Uncle Josh!" this uncle was the one who visited me and saved me. He said that he knows my grandmother.

"How do you feel today?" he ask me while peeling an apple.

"Hmm... I am still dreaming about the same dream over and over but I don't know who that old woman is." I said to him while eating an apple.

"You're gonna discharge tomorrow. Do you want to go to your old house?" he ask me.

Maybe by going to my old house will help me remember something. Without memories, i'm like an empty shell.

"Sure uncle." I feel somewhat happy but at the same time sad. I don't understand myself, something is missing.

"Um... Uncle Josh, you said that you know my grandmother. Where is she now? How come she hasn't visited me even once?" when i ask him this question, his eyes become sad.

"Ah... about your grandmother...."

Huh? What is this feeling? Why does my heart hurt? It's getting hard to breathe!

"My light....."

"Grandma"

"My only reason to keep on living."

"Grandma"

"Let's meet soon."

"Blair?!" Uncle Josh hold my hand and i was snap back. He's worrying again but huh?

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Why am i crying again? What was that just now? A memory?

"Blair." He call my name again and i look at him.

"Stop your hand. You're gonna choke yourself." I look at my right hand on my neck.

Huh? Why am I? I don't..... i don't understand myself anymore. Am I going crazy?! I'm scared!

"It's okay Blair. Just take it easy, okay? Don't push yourself to remember." I made him worried again. I am going to be discharge tomorrow, what am I going to do if I keep acting like this?

"Yes, uncle Josh. I'm sorry. I just remember something but then forget." I show my brightest smile so that he won't worry about me.

"Okay, go and get some rest. The doctor will visit you tomorrow before you get discharge." He tucks me in my bed.

"I'm going home to rest too. See you tomorrow, Blair." My uncle pats me.

"See you tomorrow and be careful going home uncle." I wave goodbye to him when the door shut and I'm all alone in this hospital room, i can't help but want to remember something, even just a little.