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/ˌəndəˈ(r)ādəd/

I let go of attachment,
that was creating suffering 4 P
I am now a master at having the ability to make myself at home anywhere

Our love keeps my heartbeat racing Your love is king, I crown you with my heartPlease build Grow babyLove let's goEgo holds onNo matter what when why how where You're mine still and foreverI miss our euphoric closenessI'm crying out for more touch...

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Our love keeps my heartbeat racing
Your love is king,
I crown you with my heart
Please build
Grow baby
Love let's go
Ego holds on
No matter what when why how where
You're mine still and forever
I miss our euphoric closeness
I'm crying out for more touch
I'm so glad we still have eachother and each other's love to hang on to
We going to stick together
No games this is real love
It's ok I won't be crying in
Inglewood no more
I'll be crying in the hills

Eventually

My growing pains drifted me away from the politics of drama 🎭
Gave too many chances and mothfuckas ended up back up on my shit list
My dawg banged his gang and got caught up with the fugazy lifestyle
Now he locked up on the block of violation
I am going to keep talking even if these strollers and demons
don't feel the rhythm &
even when it feels like
I am singin acapella
Let go of all the knives that was stabbed in my back
I'm still cut different
I peeked in the cracks of the streets
so I don't trust nifgas
I didn't sign my life away so
I am not stuck with them
Been seeing different through my stunna shades and I still love different
Getting even in the streets

"Up the score" "Back in Blood" mentality
will never fix the void left in the hearts of so many families
Revenge isn't what you need even though it's what you think will please
Wassup wit the, "I take yours
if you take mine mindset?"
The real boss up
is getting out of this hell
These streets are filled with demons

Be different when everybody is evil
Let's help raise your community to bring more chip into pockets instead of breaking out pockets of different currencies... like in time and breaking down currency of energy, etc.

To only focusing on the feels and pleasures of now is wasting time

I don't blame you, I wasted terrible moments in time when I was blind
Heal in the presence of now
forget the past tapes in your head,
only bring today the lessons of yesterday
Work hard for ascension of tomorrow
Straight up out the projects
I had to go through many struggles
I'll never forget that
I'm taking my time to heal
Don't want to make bluff moves in my tomorrows
Don't want to focus on my yesterdays in my tomorrows
Growth after trauma doesn't diminish the impact after the battle
It just offers hope from the other side

My revelation doesn't need the support of my environment in order to exist!
I don't mind the pain that lead me here
Supernatural Help In Faith Transition, shift!
My shift has aligned to my
road to miracles!

I choose to smile and not get caught in the world wind as the globe spins
Learnt to heal within
Progression is the ultimatum of forsaken past ideas, ways, etc;
& into the unknown
Keep it movin, no dwelling bout the past
My past is full of contradiction
& now I am fully aligned
No need to play pretend,
You should tell the truth...
Everything you do in time,
just goes back to you

I swear I was confused, used to be blind
Running from everything & everybody,
slammed me into my faith
Instead of praying for an outcome,
I simply pray for the highest good of and for all

Yours Truly
Mrs Raw

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 12, 2021 ⏰

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