An Unfinished Apology

I've Been Thinking About Suicide Lately

I've been thinking about suicide lately

The pills running down my throat

I've been thinking about suicide lately

Careful not to rock the boat

I've been thinking about suicide lately

Maybe I'll write a suicide note

I've been thinking of suicide lately

I've forgotten how to float

My mind is a mess

No need to obsess

I'm dying

I'm crying

But for the first time, Im alive