I miss the days where you used to say
"I'm happy to have you here"
"Happy Birthday dear"
I miss the times you used to ruffle my hair
"It's alright you didn't do anything wrong"
"You're getting so strong"
I miss when you used to hug me and say
"I'm here now"
God I miss those days.
I still hear your words in my head
"What are you, stupid?"
Maybe I am.
"Why the hell are you crying"
You broke me.
"I wish you were more like ___"
Maybe I should just leave then.
"Why do you never listen"
Because you don't ever listen to me.
My scars are a plea for help
But you were busy. You didn't see how I felt.
I don't talk back because I have nothing to say
"Don't say anything stupid"
Ok.
"I love you."
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An Unfinished Apology
PoesiaPoetry not meant for those with weak minds and pure hearts.