Chemistry Teacher...

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Sowwie for not updating -
My books are shitty anyways-
Which no one likes😇

Jungkook came home and he run to his bedroom- His eyes are red.. The state he's in has made his parents worried immediately -

But before they can ask any question..
He has already locked his door-

They were worried but they thought that they should give him sometime-

Jungkook looked the pics that he and Tae had together -

There were snow everywhere and among all these snow two souls in love laughing together-

A very very beautiful pic-
Why cant he be in this pic?
Why it has to be just a memory-
Not in real?
He is the one who broke all the chances of these memories to come back in real life once again-
Tae had did all these things for him and he shut him down-
Tae must hate him now-
Even if he dont will he ever be able to make eye contact with Tae?
He doesnt know-
He dont wanna know-

Suddenly his phone rings-

He looked at the caller id-

Its Tae,  he sure is shameless, maybe he's just madly in love that  he cant help but call forgetting all this and call  bis love,this thought made Jungkook smile... Maybe just a little-

But then the cruel truth come before him- he cant just pick this phone and say, " I was just joking Tae, I love u... I love u so so so much!", Nope he cant -

He was about to pick the phone but he cut it-

He doesnt know if it was a wrong pick or his subconscious mind cut it-
But he knows that its for the best..
He sighs!

As he was about to lay on his bed
His phone ring again-

Its not like he didnt know that Tae would call him again- he knew-

Cause when u try something for the first time, u got afraid that time but when the first time's done... U r still afraid but also a little part of u want to do a second time and then third time become more easy-

He knew Tae would freak out if he actually  pick the phone but also a little bit of hope would be in Tae's heart which he doesnt want Tae to have.. So he cut the phone for the 9th time-

But did Tae stop?

Nooo

He keeps calling again and again
And Jungkook keeps cutting again and again-

At last Jungkook took phone and wrote a message-

" Tae bear - I do love u...  But being together with u will hamper my studies!  I got a scholarship and I'm going abroad and will come back after four years! Will you wait for me? We will meet again at the same place we met today..In this time dont call or message me or dont try to find me, cause this will make my heart weak! Take this as a test of love.....Pwease-!"

Yes, he wrote a lie-
A lie-
He will explain everything after four years-

But before that he actually have to renew his scholarships-

Yes he got a lot of scholarships but only because he was in love with his chemistry teacher, he didnt take any of the scholarships-

Now because of his chemistry teacher he has to take a scholarship!

But before he could think further -

Another call from Tae...
He got so mad this time that he put his phone in the water glass near his bed -

And since it was filled with water...
His phone wasnt alive anymore-

But he doesnt care... It's just a phone-

He talked with his parents and he's going abroad for studying the next Friday -

The night before Friday -

He regret that he destroyed his own phone -

Cause there were memories of the times when they were together -

They arent together anymore... There memories arent here either -

How will he gonna survive this four years? 

Just this thought made his eyes full with tears-