After Tonight [BxB] (Completed)

VI - Pad Thai

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Because I can't sleep yet in this flight with a long way to go before we reach Manila, I guess I'll just have to check my phone—pictures and music, maybe. Or both.

Sa totoo lang, nangungulila pa rin ako.

I still miss him.

I miss everything we did, places we went to, the stories we shared, and the food we ate.

I dunno, pero I can still recall every detail, at hinding-hindi ko malilimutan 'yung parang taste ng alcohol after you've had some delicious Pad Thai. It was so savory—then naging intoxicating. It was a slippery slope, a spell you wouldn't want to get out of anymore, because you like how, for a time, you could distract yourself from the truth, from unwanted emotions, and having to go back to reality.

Unwanted emotions like love and jealousy, na hindi mo naman dapat na-feel in the first place.

And yet, I felt it all.

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October 22nd, Monday — Rest day 'yun sa itinerary ko so we had the time to do laundry and get a much-needed break from the days na puro lakad kami sa Kanchanaburi.

I woke up to a message of Rach saying, "Nothing to worry about, Jules. Curious lang kami sa code mo kung pa'no mo in-implement kaya they asked me if you wrote it. Relax ka na lang d'yan and don't mind us. Don't ever open Slack again ha, until you get back here. I hope jowa mo na si kuyang pogi pag-uwi. HAHAHAHA. Ingat gurl! 😘😂".

Aba, tignan mo nga naman 'tong bruhang 'to.

Okay na 'ko eh. Okay na 'ko na nalaman kong nag-o-overthink lang pala talaga ako. She had me in the first half eh. Tapos babanat s'ya ng ganyan? Hahaha. Jusko.