CHAPTER ELEVEN

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- CALUM'S P.O.V. -

Luke roughly pushed me against the door and started kissing my neck. It was ok to do because we were inside his room and there was music outside. At first he kissed my neck tenderly then bit on it. Hard. Then he blew his hot breath on it.

" Calum can I tell you something?" Luke asked me while still kissing my neck.

" Yes." I barely breathed out.

" Calum I really really like you." He said and that caught me off guard. I honestly thought he was just messing around with me. But even with those thought in my head still developed a silly crush on him and I guess now was the time to say it.

" I like you too Luke." By now with all the hickeys he's been giving me I had a little problem on the lower region of my body.

" Good." Luke said then quickly attached his lips to mine. Our lips moved in perfect sync.

Luke's hands that all this time were on my hips came up to undo the buttons. Then he proceed to take off my jacket and threw me on his bed.

I AM NOT GONNA WRITE THE SMUT SCENE CAUSE I DON'T FEEL COMFORTABLE DOING IT AND I SUCK AT IT. SO LET YOUR IMAGINATION RUN WILD FOR THAT PART AND SORRY :/

As we both calmed down from our activities Luke kissed me again but this time with no lust just passion. it felt amazing. We just kissed for the next five minutes. With one last peck on the lips Luke cuddled me into him and his warmth.

On that night I felt something that I hadn't felt in a long time, I felt wanted. I felt like I mattered. I felt like someone finally cared for me. I felt like if I would dissappear someone would search and not just think that I was disposable. With those thoughts I fell asleep with the help of Luke's warmth.


I felt cold so I went to turn around and cuddle closer to Luke but instead I came in contact with metal bars. I quickly opened my eyes and went to sit but I couldn't. It was like my body wasn't strong enough to sit. I looked around the room. It was a white room and there were different machines beeping. I then went to see my body and saw I was connceted to these machines. Then I noticed I had a greenish mask on my face. From the corner of my eye I saw a figure. I turned my head to look properly and was shocked. That figure was my mother crying. My mother the woman who abandoned me. " Mom?" I asked in confusion but my voice came out sore like it hadn't been used in a lnog time.

" Oh Calum thank god you're awake." My mother said while she came over to me and kissed various spots of my face multiple times.

" Mom what are you doing here? Where am I? Where's Luke?" I asked. I had so amny more questions but these were the most important.

" C-C-Calum you don't remember?" She asked completely ignoring my questions and started crying again.

" Don't think I forgot. I remmeber. I remember every thing you did and said to me." I said harshly. What does she think she can come back into my life just like that.

" What are you talking about Calum?" She was the one confused this time.

" I'm talking about you kicking me out. I'm talking about all those hurtful things you said to me. For example like you never wanted to see me again. That I would get cured from my diseas." By now I didn't care where I was anymore. Iwasn't going to forgive her that easy.

" Kicking you out? Calum what are you talking about you've lioved with me your whole life. And why wouldn't I want to see you again you're my only child." By her face I could see that she was very confused. But I wasn't ready to give in she was always a very manipulative person.

" I alwyas lived with you, you say? What about when I was sixteen and you kicked me out and I had to live with Michael? Doesn't that count as kicking me out, hu?"

" Michael? You mean that boy you were friends with in kindergarden? Calum he moved to Europe when you guys were six."

" What are you saying? I know Michael I juts saw him yesterday." 

" Calum yesterday you were in this room iiin a coma." Her words completely caught me off gaurd. Me in a coma? But what about Luke? What about Ashton? What about my life?

" B-B-But yesterday I was at a party and the day before I bought a suit to got to the party. I couldn't have been in a coma." I said stubbornly.

"  Calum sweetie you've been in a coma for six months." 

" What that can't be. I haven done allot of things on six months I couldn't have been in a coma."

" Calum you have been in a coma for the past six months. Don't you remember? Don't you remember the car crash? Do you remember your life?" She asked and got teary all over again.

" I do remember my life. I remember being friends with Michael sinds kindergarden. I remember that when I was ten dad died and you married a priest. I remember that when I came out to you you kicked me out. I remember dropping out of school. I remember living with Michael. I remember working as a baker. I remember Ashton. I remember Melissa. I remember Luke." I said.

" Calum sweetie what are you talking about. You were friends with Michael until you were six and his family moved away. Your dad didn't die Calum he left us. I haven't married again. You haven't dropped out of school in fact you finished your career last year. Now you're a bio-chemist. Calum you can't cook. You can barely make a sandwich. And who are these people you talk of? Who are Ashton, Melissa and Luke?"

" What are you saying? What I told you is my life not what you just said." 

" No Calum. What I said is your life. Think about it you've been in a coma for six months. How could you have seen Michael or been at this party you said." And then it hit me. Maybe I had been in a coma for months. Why else would I be hooked up to these machines. Why else would I be in what looked to be the hospital. It slowly started makign sense what she was saying.

" How did I get into a coma?" I surprised my self with this question.

" Calum you crashed against another car. The other man was drunk and died in inpact but you stayed in a coma. You were going to visit Lauren."

" Who's Lauren?" 

" You don't remember her? Calum she's your girlfriend." I had a girlfriend but I was gay. This couldn't be but it made sense. This is just one big mess.

I BET YOU WEREN'T EXPECTING THAT. IF YOU'RE CONFUSED OR DIDN'T GET SOMETHING DON'T BE AFRAID TO ASK. I'LL WRITE AN EPILOGUE THINGY SO DON'T TAKE IT OUT OF YOUR LIBRARY JUST YET BYE :)

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